Vacation- A Malec Fanfiction (Completed)

Chapter 27

Magnus P.O.V

I had the time of my life. I never really cared about others' opinions, but for the first time in my entire life I really felt free. It felt like I was where I belonged to and I could feel that Alexander thought the same. We were so deepened in this feeling we didn't notice the tight curve ahead of us and as we did we knew it was too late. Alec didn't even tried to brake anymore nor did I told him to. We both went deadly silent and exchanged a quick last look, before we hit the crash barriers and everything seemed to happen in slow motion. It was just like in these movies.

I didn't black out like Alec did. I felt the car breaking through the crash barriers and spinning through the air. I felt the car turn around once and I felt it turning around twice. I hit myself multiple times but never this hard that I would black out. We spun around a few more times, but I wasn't able to count. As we landed on the ground again I tried to focus on what had just happened. My sight got blurry and the noises around me got muffled. As out of reflex I made sure Alec was okay, but as I noticed that Alec wasn't sitting beside me like he used to, my heart seemed to break through my rib cage. Therefore my head hurt and a shrill pipe noise creeped its way through my ears I climbed through the whole where once a door took place and made my way down the field we landed on. "Alexander-"I called first a bit quiet but then louder every time I called. I hadn't processed all of this, but I knew there was no time for this. There was no time to be shocked. There was no time for pity and regrets. The only thing that happened right now was Alec and I wouldn't stop till I found him and I knew he was okay.

"Alexander!" I yelled once again, as I saw a body laying a few feet away from the car, not moving. Panic spread through my partly limb body as I ran over to him as fast as I could. "ALEXANDER, PLEASE DON'T!" I screamed, tears running down my face as I cupped his cold cheeks in my hands. This beautiful ocean blue eyes of his were widely opened, but he didn't blink. "ALEXANDER, NO!! STOP IT, JUST STOP!" I screamed and shook him in the hope he was just sleeping. I slipped my hands under his head to lay it in my lap, as I noticed the blood sticking in his hair, the grass and the rest of the back of his head. I pressed my jacket against his wound and called an ambulance meanwhile. I even tried to give him mouth-to-mouth resuscitation even though I could feel the warmth draining from his limb and awfully quiet body. "STOP IT ALEXANDER, JUST STOP THIS!! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! YOU JUST CAN'T!" I yelled at him, my voice cracking as my sight went blurry from all the tears I couldn't control, as the ambulance I didn't even heard coming pulled me to the side. While the one emergency physician held me back the other checked on my fiancé's pulse before simply shaking his head. Just as he took his unopened first aid kid, stood up and was about to say something I interrupted him. "YOU HAVE TO HELP HIM! JUST, JUST DO SOMETHING! HE NEEDS YOUR HELP, I THINK HE BUMPED HIS HEAD" I screamed at the poor man, who came to me, trying to lay a hand on my shoulder, which I just pushed off. "I'M OKAY; JUST HELP MY FIANCÉ!" The man who was holding me back now turned me around saying something I didn't understand first, but as his words became clearer I ripped myself out of his grip and made my way to Alec again. "He's dead, you can't help him anymore, we're sorry." The man repeated again, after he noticed I spoke English only, but I didn't listen. "YOU DIDN'T LOOK RIGHT, HE CAN'T BE DEAD! MAYBE HE IS JUST IN A COMA AND WILL WAKE UP EVENTUALLY!" "BUT HE HAS NO PULSE!" The other screamed now for me to understand.

I looked at Alec one last time, now seeing his pale face and his empty eyes which were once filled with this sparkle I fell in love with. There was no sparkle anymore, no wrinkles that appeared with his bright smile. "I love you." I told him one last time, waiting for a light blush on his cheeks that didn't appear. I brushed the dirt out of his face closing the eyes of his I would never be able to see again. I imagined him saying 'I love you' back and lifted him carefully, as if I could still hurt him, and carried him bridal style to the ambulance vehicle like he did with me only 30 minutes before, leaving the emergency physicians speechless, but following me without another word. I carefully placed him on the stretcher and placed myself on the seat next to him not letting go of his cold hand. I heard the men talking to me, testing my reflexes without me doing anything. I didn't answer, I didn't even felt the need to listen anymore. Nothing was important anymore, nothing mattered.

As we arrived at thehospital the doctors wanted to leave me there for one night to make sure therewas nothing else but the concussion and the few bruises. I was too weak to protestso I did how I was told, for once in my life. I totally shut down and leteverything happen. I just laid in my bed staring at the ceiling without closingmy eyes once for longer than two seconds. I laid there for the whole night, noteven thinking about sleep. Nurses and doctors came up to me, telling me they'resorry and how much luck I must have had-funny right? But I wasn't even able tolook them in the eyes. I left the hospital the next morning at my own risk andstayed at home for the next few weeks. I wanted to just forget everything andsuffer on my own, but Alec deserved an appropriate funeral and his family hadto know, so I called Izzy. His mother should be happy now, because she wasright. I wasn't able to protect him. Maybe I'm the reason why he died.

A/N: Please don't kill me, I'm sorry,  but this is NOT THE END! I promise it will get better and you'll get some kind of happy ending...