Rewind

Chapter 7

I feel betrayed. I thought that we shouldn't keep secrets between us.
You have always told me to share everything. Worries, fears, insecurities, everything.

We were supposed to support one another and be stronger. Together.

Why didn't you do the same Yoongi?

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"Now explain," Hoseok said, the moment you enter their condo.

"We just got here, let's sit first..." Kira said to him.

"Kira, what's wrong? I didn't say anything, but since you've met her, you've been acting weird," he said.

She looks down and walks to the kitchen, not answering him.

"I- I think I should get going, sorry..." you said, sensing that the air was different.

"No. YOU stay here. We need to talk," he said, gesturing you to follow him to the living room.

You follow him and sat on the chair. "I'm telling you the truth. He cheated on me. That's why I let him go..."

"Nah... that's impossible. I've known him long enough to know that he isn't that type of person. And the way he treats you — a man deeply in love," he said in defense and with confidence.

"Look Hoseok, I know your relationship with him was longer than mine and that you know more about him, but I saw it with my own eyes!"

Kira comes back with three glasses of water and she puts it on the table, before sitting next to her future husband.

"You really saw him cheat?! With your own eyes?!" He asked you.

You nodded your head, which made him frown.

"When did it happen?" He asked.

"Three months ago. I ended all two days after the thing happened. I would've ended the next day, but I gave him one day to see if he will give me an explanation, but he didn't," you explained.

"Three months ago..." he mumbled. "THAT'S AROUND—"

"Around the time I met him!" Kira said, cutting him.

He turns to Kira's direction and looks at her oddly. "What are you talking about, you've met him before."

"Oh yeah! Sorry I forgot," she said, scratching her head and laughing nervously.

You look at Kira and see that she was nervous. She was playing a lot with her fingers and the tip of her hair. She hasn't look at you directly in the eyes yet since you got in their condo.

Is she afraid that I'm going to tell Hoseok about her? He deserves to know, but it is not my place to tell him. But I feel sorry for him...

Hoseok's phone rings and he excuses himself to the kitchen.

You got up yourself, about to leave, but Kira stops you.

"Y/N, I'm really sorry, I know you don't like me, but please, please don't tell him," she said, standing in front of you. She was finally looking at you.

"Why not? He's a friend of mine, he has every right to know what kind of woman you are. Nothing is stopping me from telling him," you said.

"I beg you, I don't want him to find out. I really love him. I really do," she pleaded, her eyes watery.

"Then tell, if you do love me. Tell me what is that you're hiding."

You turn around and see him leaning at the wall that separated the kitchen and the living room.

"Tell me," he said, walking towards her. "What are you hiding? You've been somewhere else today, I noticed. What is it that you won't tell me?"

"N-nothing."

"Then why won't you look at me? Kira. I know there's something..."

A tear roll down her cheek. "Hoseok, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I had to do it, but nothing happened, trust me."

Nothing happened?! You bitch, I saw it with my own eyes: you were sitting on him and you even said that you were almost done. Now you're saying that nothing happened?!?

You look at Hoseok. His eyes were wide, then he fell on the couch. He put his head in his arms and sighed. He didn't seem frustrated nor mad. He looked like he was disappointed.

His fiancée turns to look at you. "Y/N, I swear, nothing happened that day. It was an act. You can believe me, I didn't have sex with him."

Your head was hurting. She was convincing, but you didn't know if she was telling the truth. You saw it, three months ago, before your eyes.

Finally, Hoseok decides to say something. "Kira, he forced you, right?"

She shook her head. "Not really... I wanted to help him, he helped me many times and he's family. I know how he felt at the moment when he asked me to. You know it too, we talked about this—"

"But I didn't agree to it!" He yelled. "I didn't want you to do it. Have you guys think it through and think about Y/N's feelings?"

"What are you guys talking about?" You asked, perplexed by the sudden outburst of Yoongi's friend.

Hoseok looks at Kira apologetically and got up from the couch. He takes both of your hand in his and looked into your eyes with sadness.

What's going on? I don't like this. Why is he looking at me like that? Why did his eyes waver?

NO!

You felt a pang in your stomach as if someone was punching you really hard. Your knees gave up on you; you fall on the ground, crying, screaming your lungs out and hitting on the wooden floor.

Kira goes to your side, hugging you, trying her best to comfort you, but she was also crying as much as you.

Hoseok, standing there and hiding his face with his hands, cried silently, regretting braking you into pieces.

The words that Hoseok told you couldn't stop replaying in your head.

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Any guess of what those words are?

Again, sorry if there are too many crying scenes 😅