Rewind

Chapter 11

[January 10th]

It was good to be back home. Our home. I was surprised to see that you kept it like it was before.

I didn't want to get back to work. Leaving you made me scared. But I had to or else I'll get fired.

I hate when you don't want to tell me things, but that's just how you are. I forgive you, because I love you.

I'll smile always, just for you.

•••

You went to work today, but couldn't concentrate. Your thoughts were else where. Luckily, you didn't have a lot to do. Your colleagues have noticed that your mind was not there and they were worried. Your boss, a really kind man, also noticed.

"If you finish what you got to do, you can leave. You'll do the rest tomorrow," he had said this morning.

You do your research carefully, studying each plants, but you made mistakes. Your lab partner, who knows what you've been up to these last few days, helps you in any way she can, fixing after your mistakes.

"I'm sorry," you said to her. "I'm just..."

"It's okay, I know. I'll do this, it's not hard, you can go home first and rest," she said with a smile.

You listen to her request and went home, taking the bus. You would rather go to the hospital instead, but Yoongi will get mad if he knew you weren't working.

You plop on the couch and sigh. You didn't like staying at home alone while your husband was at the hospital.

It's only 11:35 am and usually, you get out of work at 4:30 pm. Which means that there are still many hours left before you could go see Yoongi. What should I do? The house is clean... Should I go grocery shopping for his meal this evening?

You sigh in frustration and got up, determined to do something. You put your boots on and opened the closet.

"Y/N! Y/N! ARE YOU HOME?!" Someone said, banging on the front door.

You open the door without knowing who it was. Your eyes popped when you see an agitated Hoseok.

"Hoseok?! Why are y—"

"Thank god I arrived on time, I went to your job and they said you left," he said quickly.

"Calm down! Why? I don't understand?!"

He yanks your arm and walked to his car.

"Can I get my coat?!" You asked.

He shakes his head and opened the passenger's door for you.

"Can't you at least tell me where we're going?! You're freaking me out," you said with panic.

"Hospital," he curtly said.

He steps on the gas pedal and drove. He was driving really fast and when you took a glance at the kilometers indicator, he was already exceeding the limit.