She...

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Bright brown eyes.
Beautiful huge smiles.
No one could see the truth inside.

She played an act.
And she was the main character.
She pretended to be fine.
Till the words lost it meaning.

What if it's all in my head?
She would ask herself.
What if I'm pushing people away?
But as soon as the world is uttered.
The world turns against her.
The people she once thought as friends.
Only see her as an entertainer.

Jump.
The commanded.
And she would do it.
To please them, to show them.
She was the same.
They didn't care do her.
Or her will being.
No one spoke to her.
As though she never truly existed.

She heard a there whispers behind the bathroom stall.
Of them speaking of her
Like she was nothing at all.

Her mother said she was to fat.
Her 'friends' use her for an act.
When she cried for help no one does.
So she slowly broke apart to the girl she swore she would never become.

Night after night.
Whisper after whisper.
She was breaking slowly.
But still kept her smile.

The demons inside her began to win.
She slept lost the grip of sanity.

Today she'll end it.
All the lies and taunts.
The whispers and laughs.
She won't let them use her.
She won't be called fat.
She won't be the leftovers,
They needed to clap.

She grabbed the pills and the
Cutter.
Tonight it will be deeper
Than no other.

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