The Trapped Ones.

19: Butterflies.

"You give me butterflies inside." - M.J.

Raina

I sat there still astound from what just happened, that man knows what he wants and I like that, no lies. I won't try to front and say it didn't turn me on, but right now ain't the time for me to go on dates and things of that nature. I'm three months pregnant and I'm still trying to see what's going on with me and Bryan. 

"Rai you ready to go?" I looked up and shook my head. He grabbed my hand leading me out the room and out of the door. He opened the car door for me and jogged around to his side to get settled in. I looked out the window most of the time. I really didn't wanna talk. Not that I felt guilty because in all honesty, I didn't care. I did nothing wrong. I mean I could've stopped him, but I didn't want to and I won't regret it either. It is what it is. 

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"What's wrong Rai?" Bryan had followed me all the way up to my condo. I kicked off my shoes and sat down of the couch. I patted the empty space next to me. He sat down, turning his body sideways to look at me. "What's wrong?" I sighed and threw my hair to the side showing him the now purple-blue mark. I could see the anger in his eyes and the veins popping out of his neck. "Please don't tell me that's what I'm thinkin' it is." "It's a hickey Bry." He leaned back putting his arm over his face as he talked to me. "Why?" "Why what?" "Why Rai? Why man?" I pulled his arm away from his face and sat in lap sideways. "It just happened Bryan, I wasn't really thinking it through. Honestly. I'm sorry, but I won't sit here and tell you that I'm sorry that it happened. I liked it, but I wouldn't do it again. Do you understand where I'm coming from?" He sat his hands in my lap as I caressed his jaw. "Yea, but I'm still feeling fucked up about it." "I know and I'm sorry."

"What happened to us?" I asked after a long pause. "What you mean?" "We use to be so happy, you know? We were inseparable, now we act like we hate each other. I miss what we use to be Bry." I leaned my head on his chest as he rubbed circles on my back. "I miss that shit too Rai." "You still love me?" "Of course, you still love me?" I shook my head yes.  "Well then lets fix this shit. I wanna be with you Rai, and Ion wanna play these games anymore. I know who I want to be with for the rest of my life." I looked into his eyes and gave a soft smile. "I just can't Bryan." He sighed and leaned in the couch more. "Why not Raina?" "Cause I'm scared." I whispered.  He kissed my temple. "I just wanna prove myself right to you Rai, gimme a chance to prove it to you. I promise I won't fuck up again." He whispered back. 

"Ok." I mumbled. "What? I didn't hear that." I could hear  him smiling. I laughed. "I said ok, and don't make me repeat it or I'll give you another answer that you won't like so much." He spun me around so that I was straddling him. He kissed me passionately as his hands roamed my body. I moaned into his mouth as his hands found their way to my ass. He squeezed tight as I let out a gasp from the roughness. I took his shirt off kissing his chest. He  tapped my thigh so I could get up. I did and he swooped me up and ran upstairs with me laughing. He plopped me down on the bed removing my clothing as I removed his. He kissed all over my body making me whimper from his touch.

I ran my fingers through his curly fro. Moaning as he stuck two fingers inside of me. He pushed them in and and out of me as I felt my pussy tightening around them and soon after releasing. I caught my breath as he sucked his fingers dry and inched his dick in me. I moaned lowly as I felt him filling me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we rocked together. He wrapped my legs around his waist pumping into me faster as I moaned out a line of curse words. "Shit Bry! Fuck baby! Faster!" He did as told moving faster and faster as I screamed out from my second release. He pulled out and laid on his back. I sat on top and moved around before going up and down on his rod. "Shit Rai." He hissed. I planted my hands on his chest as I moved. He grabbed my ass as he picked me up and dropped me down on his hardened length. "Shit! Baby! Damn!" I screamed when I felt both of  our releases flow.  We went for more rounds before I fell asleep in his arms. 

"Baby, imma bout to go pick up Cam." I stepped out the shower wrapping a towel over my body. "Alright, buy him somethin' to eat too, cause I don't feel like cooking." "You want somethin'?  I went over to the draw where my underwear was and put some on. "Yea, just bring me somethin with tomatoes on it." "Rai, you hate tomatoes." "Pregnancy cravings." He laughed and kissed my lips before pushing his feet into his Jordans. "I'll be back." I kissed him again. "Alright." He walked downstairs with me trailing along to lock the door. I walked back upstairs and laid on the bed still wrapped in my towel. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling. I heard my phone ring and looked at the caller id. I didn't know the number, so I wasn't too anxious to answer. 

"Hello?" 

"Hey Raina." I heard her voice and instantly wanted to cry. 

"What do you want Roberta?"

"Baby, you, you know I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Rai!"

"Mother, we have nothin' to talked about."

"Please Raina! Please! Just meet me at the diner we always use to go to. I'm trying to get clean. I just need your help. Please."

"You say that all the time mama, I don't believe you!" I screamed into the phone while tears ran down my face.

"I mean it! Raina, I need your help! Please!" 

I wiped my face clean. "Meet me at the diner at ten tomorrow morning on the dot, not a minute late or I'm leaving."

"Thank you baby! You won't regret this."

"Bye mama." And with that I hung up.

Hopefully I won't regret this. Lord knows I can't take anymore heartbreak.

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-Tushari.