Jungkook's pov
I laid on bed in a deep silence while Taehyung was on his bed as well doing something on his phone.I hate still being in love with the man who has made my heart flutter who had made my trainee year the best time I could ever have to date someone as long as me and yet still break me at the same.
I was looking at my wall in a small little haze since we had a fan meet today which I'm ready to get started with "aye Yoongi where's Cameron!" I heard Namjoon shout in the hallway.
I heard a lot of footsteps "I'm right here I'm going to work alright." I heard Cameron's smooth voice speak making me shut my eyes.
I feel bad for blowing up on him the way I did I know none of this really should have happen but I'm now upset with my eomma I haven't really talked to Cameron in a view weeks.
He's been here for so long and its awkward and I hate awkward "you know Jungkook if you keep being the stubborn person you are you might lose him for good this time." Taehyung called out softly my heart ached a bit.
"I already lost him Tae there's no reason to try anymore when he doesn't love me anymore." I whispered hiding the tremble behind my voice.
"You can't just give up the Kookie I know never gives not on anything not on dance not on singing not even on something as powerful as love." Taehyung snapped.
I slowly turned on my other side gazing him "I'm weak Taehyung and we all know that I'm not over a heart break three years ago because I hate to say it I need him." I said softly
Taehyung looked up at me "I hate it." I trembled and the waterfalls feel "awe kookie." Taehyung whispered getting up he laid down with me shhing me quietly he hugged me and I returned the hug.
"I hate being weak why does love do this." I cried in my hyung's chest "it just does. Jungkook alright its okay to cry but you've done it too many times now remember move." he whispered.
I nodded my head up and down listening to him sing to me quietly but so gentle his deep voice sending a calm feel "get some sleep I'll wake you up in a hour for the fan meet." he reassured and I stayed like that.
"Thank you hyung." I whispered hearing him chuckle "your welcome Jungkook." he mumbled.
Cameron's pov
"Alright tonight I have to tell tonight." I whispered pacing in my work area of the shop behind the registers there weren't many coming in which let me to my thoughts.I have to try and get back together with Jungkook its killing me inside to pretend to not be still in love with him when I am I miss his touch, his kiss I miss Jungkook I thought still running both of my hands in my hair to ease nerves.
Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin told me I need to do it or else I won't be able to because there starting there wings tour officially next month and I won't allow Jungkook to go broken the way he is.
So tonight I'm doing it I'm telling him I still love him I thought nodding he hasn't talked to me for weeks after I explained the big whole reason to the break up.
He didn't like that too much and he still is younger then mine I thought when I licked my lower lip. I leaned on the display case booth arms laying on it as I watched some customers come in to start shopping.
"Jeon Jungkook why do you still shake my heart." I whispered with a small smile at the silly way I used it.
Let's get this day fulfilled they have a fan meet today when they get back they'll be tired but Jungkook always takes a shower before he falls out to sleep.
That seems like a good plan in my head but everything could back fire as well I thought clicking my tongue a bit.
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