BBSquad [One Shots]

11:11 {Craig}

It was 11:11 when I saw your text.

I didn't talk to you the day before, or the one before that. In all honesty, I had been avoiding you. I didn't think it mattered then. My classes had been taking up the majority of my schedule and my time was limited.

If only you had told me the day we went to the museum. I noticed something was wrong that day. I offered to talk about it. You told me you were fine. Why couldn't you just say it?

Ever since then, you were distant. Sometimes I'd see you sitting at our seat in the library and every time you caught my eye, you'd up and leave. I didn't understand. I still don't understand why you didn't just come to me.

Days went by and your mood didn't change. It was two days ago when you tried to start up a conversation after two weeks of avoiding me. Mid-terms are coming up. I couldn't sit down and talk with you and I didn't want to at the time. You had spent so long avoiding me that I began to resent you.

I'm such a horrible friend. I didn't know. You never mentioned anything, even when I had asked if you were okay or if you needed to talk. I'm sorry about your mother. I found out about her death on the news.

Losing someone, it hurts like hell. I thought our friendship, no matter if we had a falling out, was strong enough. I thought you still knew that I was still there to talk to you.

And to think, I never had the chance to tell you I love you

Because it was 11:11 when I saw your text

11:11 when I called the police

11:11 when I rushed to my car

11:11 when my heart broke

And 11:27 when I found you hanging in your apartment

I made myself sad and I'm sorry for not updating in forever.

AP tests are coming soon so please keep me in your thoughts cause I'm honestly going to fail miserably. Vote and comment

And as always I hope ye enjoyed(:)