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"Rome." She called me. I opened my eyes to see her still naked under my sheets. Her long hair tumbled down her face, her grey eyes lit up while smiling mischievously. Damn it. My chest hurts just by looking at her. She's fucking beautiful.
I remembered how she moaned last night. The way she wrapped her legs around me as I claim her for countless of times. There is no better feeling than being inside her, being one with her, having her with me.
God Ianna Althea. This girl doesn't have any idea that she chases all my demons away. This girl doesn't even know that I am wrapped around her delicate fingers.
"Rome." Untag ni Auntie Lana sa akin. I stopped thinking about Ian and listened to our session for today. Aunt Lana took her folder and looked at me again.
"Pwede mo bang ituloy ang kwento mo?" she asked. Huminga ako ng malalim bago ko hinila ang mga buhok ko. This is frustrating, damn it! But I know I need help. I have to be free from this. Shit, Ianna. Shit, just wait for me baby please.
"It..it all happened when I was twelve..." panimula ko. I felt my body shaking again. Namulsa ako para hindi mahalata ni Auntie ang panginginig ko. Mahirap para sa akin na hukayin itong sikreto ko. No one knows about this.
"She was my tutor..uhm..my parents wanted me to learn instruments..she was my tutor, yeah I said that already. Auntie, I'm sorry." Paghingi ko ng tawad. Ngumiti lang si Auntie bago hinawakan ang kamay ko.
"Can you still go on? Pwede natin itong ituloy bukas—"
"No! Hinihintay ako ni Ianna. I have to be treated right away Auntie."
Lumungkot ang mukha ni Auntie. "Rome, cases like these are not curable within days. Look at Leria. Hanggang ngayon, her phobia with rain is still uncured." Paliwanag nito. Ilang beses lamang akong kumurap. Hindi ko ito tatanggapin. Hindi ako papayag. Hindi ako pwedeng magtagal. Nasasaktan si Ianna. She needs me. I have to go to her immediately.
"You should not force yourself. People with phobia tend to have severe body reaction when their fear is triggered—"
"I'll go on." Desidido kong sabi. Tinitigan ko si Auntie Lana na hindi na makapagsalita. She just sighed before staring at me.
"You must really love her." bulong nito. I opened my mouth to agree but I can't. Tangina, pero ayaw lumabas ng mga salita. Naipit sila sa lalamunan ko, kumakapit sa takot ko para hindi ko ito mailabas.
Lumunok akong muli bago nagpatuloy. "Mabait ang tutor ko. She always gives me food whenever I am with her. One day...one day she let me eat something tapos..tapos bigla na lang po..bigla na lang akong nahilo." I said. My breathing became fast now. Para na akong sinasakal habang inaalala ko iyong nangyari noon.
"Rome! That's enough!" pagbawal ni Auntie Lana. Tumindi ang panginginig ko pero hindi ako tumigil. Hindi ako titigil. Kailangan kong gumaling! Si Ianna..kailangan ako ni Ianna! Tangina!
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Three Wishes-LEGACY 6 (AWESOMELY COMPLETED)
General FictionFirst, let my tears fall Second, make me stand tall Third, mend this broken hole. As I close my eyes and whisper these wishes, may the good fairy grant what my heart desires. Heal what is broken in my heart and complete what has be...