The One I Need.

Break up.

My boyfriend of three years broke up with me this morning. Over text! I had never seen that one coming. Apparently we are too different. It doesn't make sense. Why three years then? He seemed so happy about us. He had been crushing on me for a looooong time before we started dating. I really liked him. Well, I still do. I just really don't get it. My head feels like it is going to explode from thinking so much. He was my everything. 

 Anyways, Emmelie (my best friend) is taking me to a party tonight. She says I need to get laid to forget him. I don't know what to think of that. I am really not in the mood for anything right now. I just want to stay home and cry my eyes out. But as Emmelie said, that won't change anything about the situation. But I am kind of scared of getting an alcohol poisoning, because I am pretty sure I would drink way too much to forget my thoughts and feelings. Emmelie also doesn't take no for an answer. She is going to take you anyways. So I guess I have no choice.. 

She said she would come over in a moment and bring some pizzas to eat before we get ready. Honestly, I doubt she can get me out of my bed. Well, she has a lot of experience with break ups, so she probably knows exactly what to do and say. 

I get ripped out of my thoughts, when I suddenly hear a voice saying: "Heyy girl, now are you doing?"  "I don't know honestly. I am a mess."  "I get that.. Look, I brought pizzas. Wanna eat?"  "Not really, but I guess I have to."

I told Emmelie the whole thing while we ate. She was really shocked. She hadn't seen him breaking up over text either. "Girl, what are you going to wear? I hope you have thought about it."  "This."  "Ellie, I hope you aren't serious about that. You can't go to a party in sweats. How are you going to get laid looking like that?"  "Emm, I am really not feeling like getting dressed up."  "Whatever. It'll be fun! And you are lucky, because I brought you my sexiest dress. It will be perfect."  She searched her bag and pulled out a black, tight dress with thin straps and lace. It looks really uncomfortable. "Get up Ellie, I'll help you."

I must say, that the dress looks really good on me. And then with the nude eyeshadow and red lips Emmelie put on me. I actually am starting wanting to go to the party. "Ellie, ready to go?"