Trouble.

Chapter Twelve ~

And she finally lost it.

"We are going to fucking die! Trapped in a house that has no fire wood?! Trapped in a house with practically strangers! I'm going to fucking freeze to death before I even escape my damn teenage years! I haven't even done anything! I've spent most of my life moping around! And now what? I get to die without even being able to say goodbye to the people I love. God I am going to fucking die...." Savannah cried and sunk down the wall, curling into a ball and crying. Jason had immediately ran to her side and hugged her, trying to calm her. All she could do was shake and cry.

Zoe started hyperventilating, thinking the same as Savannah. Mitch put his hands on her shoulders. "It's ok Zoe. You hear me? We're here, and we won't let anything happen to you or Savi, ok?" He said, in a totally calm tone. Zoe managed to nod but she started to cry as well.

"I can't stay here! I'm trapped... In my own mind! I can't do this.." Savannah yelled and escaped Jason's grip. She dashed up the stairs and ran into the bathroom. The girl continued to shake as she stared at herself in the mirror, hating herself. All around her body she could feel all of her various cuts, old and new, stinging. Sadly, this always happened when she panicked.

"Savi? Can I come in..?" Jason said softly as he knocked on the door. She wiped her tears and put on a soft fake smile, breathing deeply. Savannah opened the door and hugged him. "I'm sorry. I'm just a bit unstable... I've had those thoughs for a while now. Is everyone ok downstairs?" Savannah asked, her voice seemingly calm despite the thoughts in her head. Jason nodded and entwined his fingers with hers and they walked downstairs. 

All of the boys (plus Zoe) were sitting in the living room, discussing what to do. Ian looked up and jumped up to apoligize to Savi. "Oh my god I'm so sorry! Please forgive me..." He said and hugged her. Savannah giggled and hugged him back. "It's ok! Seriously I over reacted." She blushed, feeling bad that she had caused Ian's emotions to fluctuate in the way that they did.

They all agreed that they would all start sharing rooms, if they hadn't already. They were paired like this;

Jason and Savannah, Mitch and Zoe, Adam, Ty (Skylox?) and Jerome (nevermind lol) then Quentin and Ian. If it got colder, pairs would share rooms, meaning larger cuddle sessions. 

Soon, nightfall approached again. It was another cold night, and it started snowing again. They'll be able to leave the house soon, hopefully...