CHAPTER TEN

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Yellow persecution.

"What can you tell me about yellow?" I ask him.

"Uh. I don't know. What can I tell you about yellow?" He says to me.

"Describe yellow." I tell him, and I feel him getting distressed and confused, maybe even angry with the question.

"I don't know how to describe a color without another. Nothing can describe yellow besides yellow."

He's pissed for sure.

"You're making it more difficult than it needs to be." I tell him honestly.

"Says someone who's never seen color." He snaps and then the mood changes. I know he feels bad because I feel his sad stare.

Usually I would be angry. Usually I'd give this ugly and bitter remark back, but I don't and it surprises me. Instead I laugh.

I laugh like it's the funniest thing I've ever heard. It's funny because he is right. It's funny because I will never see yellow. It's funny because I will never see any color ever.

It's funny because I can't accept the fact that I can't see.

"Why are you laughing!" He almost yells and I laugh harder. "You aren't supposed to be laughing! I said something awful to you!"

Slowly I unwind from laughing.

"Yes, you did say something bad, but you were honest. Almost no one I know is that honest. You tell it as it is and I appreciate it. Even if you didn't mean to say it." I tell him and he becomes less tense.

"I'm sorry." He says and there is sincerity in his voice.

"You're forgiven." I say and all tension between us is gone but it's awkward, but it's okay because I prefer sitting here and just taking in what is around me. I like that he still hasn't left.

We didn't talk the rest of the time.

I really don't even mind.

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