The Bad Boy's Baby

Chapter Twenty Four

Filler chapter ♥ (Bonus Chapter) This is in Kaleb's point of view after they returned home from the hospital. This is his thoughts on parenthood, and his future with Maci. 

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I knew I was confusing Maci. Hell, I confused myself on a daily basis. People want to constantly get into the mind of a Jerk, and they want to peel off layer by layer, until they find the Jerks heart, but do they succeed? Not all the time.

Maci continuously peeled away at me, and soon it back-fired. What's with you chicks? Wanting so much from someone, that can't give you their all?

I'm fucked up. My mind runs wild. I have a horrible past, and don't even understand why I have deserved Maci's love, and our beautiful son.

Daniel.

When his name pops into my head, all I see is us in the future, working on cars, playing soccor and football, all the manly things my father never done for me.

Even though, I still don't agree with his name, maybe someday I can talk Maci into changing it, his future is all I can think about.

Or maybe, Daniel will want to be a musician. Which, wouldn't be a problem with me.

I made a promise to myself, to never question Daniel's wants or needs. Never ask 'why do you want to be that when your older?' and never tell him that he can't do something that he loves.

That's where I had it rough. My father got me Guitar lessons, I got really good, then he pulled the rug out from underneath me.

He told me, that I would never make a career out of playing guitar. So I stopped for a long time, the last time I played was on my Balcony, for Maci. I sang her happy birthday that night, because I knew she was listening. I felt her listening, that may sound weirdly impossible, but it's the truth. 

In my mind, I have thanked her a million times for not being vindictive and revealing that I play guitar and sing. To many people, that might not have been so scary to have let out, but to me, a bad boy; it was a terrifying thing. 

All I knew, from this point out, whatever feelings I had for Maci, I wasn't going to shelter them, I was going to let them loose and run wild on their own. I wasn't going to play her, or confuse her. I wanted to love her, and kiss her, and be a family. Is a Bad boy capable of all that? Only time will tell.

Peace, Love, and Bad Boy's.