Chapter 10

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Chapter 10

Eleonora

I sit there in shock as I hear ma's words. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to ma." I say and she smiles. "Well, I want to." She says and I nod as I sit down next to her. She sighs and starts. "It all started when your grandfather got shot and died. I moved back to California with my mother and I didn't really took my time to give my father's death a place, so I started to hang out more with a friend. And she was not one of the good friends you have, she was popular because she had friends in the criminal circuit. There I kind of got into smoking weed for a little while, until I realised I actually hated it so much. So I started to just hang around there and then I met your father, Roderick. He was a kind man, but super interested in the drugs business that his father started, and thus I should've been careful. But I was young, reckless, and too in love to see anything around him clear. We were often close, and he was actually my first in bed. So when he got caught after we had been dating for over 2 months, I was a little bit upset, until a few weeks later I felt sick, and not like you got a flu or something. That was the hardest part, realising that I was pregnant because I was too dumb to get myself on the pill or get him to wear a condom." She says and I see the tears forming in her eyes. "I was barely 17 and I had a child growing inside me. I only told Deena, after she kind of figured it out herself and only months later told my mother that I was expecting, after she saw my baby belly. She paid for the expenses of the doctor because she wanted you to be safe and protected, so she is the reason I knew I was expecting a little baby girl, that is you." She says and I hug her. "And then you gave me up." I say and I feel her nod as we both cry silent tears. "And then, when Emma and Theo contacted me, I couldn't be happier because I was going to see my baby girl again after almost 18 years, and I just couldn't help myself but hope you would ever find it in you to forgive me." She says and I look at her and swipe a tear from her face. "You are my mother and you earned your forgiveness over and over." I whisper and she hugs me. "I wish I knew what I did to deserve you back in my life." She says and I smile. "I know ma, you never stopped loving me or hoping the best for me." I say and she smiles. "Why are you so grown up?" She says and I laugh. She lays down and I smile, crawling next to her. She smiles as I stare at her face and recognize so much of me in her. "Is my skin colour like my father?" I suddenly ask as I notice that she is a little bit paler than I am and she nods. "You got the temper of two Latinos in you, since both him and I were Latin-America, well my father was." She says and I smile. "I would've loved to meet him ma." I say and she smiles. "Well, you may not be able to meet your grandfather, but you still have a very eager grandmother who wants to meet you as soon as possible. So I thought, that to bond, we could go together after I finished filming season 3A?" She asks and I nod. "I would love to." I say and she smiles. We lay in bed for a while longer until I notice my eyelids start to drop. I snuggle against the warm pillow my ma is and fall asleep.

The next morning I wake up to Patrick, Jack and Matt jumping on my bed. "Shut up." I murmur as they start shaking me and saying my name. "Oh come on sissy, you got to wake up, you got three eager promdates for tomorrow who are just dying to spend some time with you." Jack says and that gets me up. "Three?" I ask and they nod. "Dad said I could only come with you if Jack and Matt joined." Patrick explains and I smile. "The more the merrier!" I exclaim and they laugh. I get up and notice I am still in last night's clothing. "You fell asleep on Lana, took her about 30 minutes to escape your grasp. You are strong in your sleep." Matt says and I blush. "Get ready, we are taking you out to pick up some good quality games to play. We got an unused PS4 and I really want to shoot some noobs in the head." Jack says and I laugh as I push them out of my room. "Meet you downstairs." I say as I grab my stuff to take a quick shower.

When I get downstairs, they hand me a breakfast burrito and push me to the car. I sigh as Patrick gets behind the steering wheel and I am pshed in the middle between Matt and Jack. "So sissy, we were doubting between Battlefield or Call of Duty." Jack says and I sigh. "Guys, really? What are you? 3 year old noob gamers?" I ask and Matt looks surprised. "Whatddaya mean?" He asks and I laugh. "Only nerds play Battlefield, and I haven't had the chance to play Black Ops II, so you better get it." I say and they laugh. We pull over at Game Stop and I walk in. I make my way to the section with Nintendo DS and Wii games and look over them. "Didn't know you were a Nintendo kind of girl." I suddenly hear and I turn to face Jack who picks up Zelda: A link between worlds and turns to me. "I always liked my Pokemon games. I was usually calmed by the music and by my Pokemon. My favourite was Ditto because he could be whoever he wanted to be." I say and he looks at me. "You wanted to be someone else?" He asks and I smile. "When I was a teen, I was going crazy over this series, House M.D., and I always wanted to be Thirteen because I could be gay and try to get into Allison Cameron's pants. Now I think about it, it is awkward, because the actress who plays Cameron is Jennifer, and Lana is her colleague." I say and Jack laughs. "Oh well it is always nice to know that my favourite sissy loves her pretty woman." He jokes and I laugh. "Wait until I am drunk and I make out with your girlfriend." I say and he looks not amused. I laugh and he sighs. "Remember me to matchmake you with someone when we get home." He sighs and I laugh. As I make my way back to Matt and Patrick, I miss Jack buying me Pokemon Black 2. I stand with the guys who suddenly start to act weird. "Wanna go to Build-A-Bear?" Matt asks and I look at him. "Yes!" I exclaim and run out of the store to the Build-A-Bear across the Game Stop and sprint inside, followed by the guys. As we start the process of building a bear, I see Patrick take photos of me and I smile. I make my teddybear a cute little girl, give her the stuffing, and then walk to the clothing part. I look around and look content around. I grab some doctor's clothes and cute shoes, when Jack sits next to me with a black leather jacket for the bear and a cute lace skirt and a white shirt. "So she has her doctor outfit and an outfit like you." He says and I look at him. "You make me feel like a three year old Jack." I say and hug him. "Oh and, Matt might have kidnapped your debit card so we are paying for this." He announces and I look at him. "Oh you gotta be shitting me. I can pay for it myself." I say and Matt smiles. "We know, but we want to spoil our baby sister, even though you are older than both me and Jack, but we just missed you when you weren't there." He says and I give him a hug too. "So, got a name for her?" Patrick asks and I smile. "Cameron." I say and Jack just loses it. "Oh I should've known when you picked out doctor's clothing." He hiccups laughing and I blush a deep red. Matt and Patrick look surprised. "Baby sis had a crush on Jen when she was my age." He says and I shyly look away. "Oh she is even worse than you with Ginny. You didn't even dare to talk to her man until she got engaged and then you started to say hi to her." Patrick teases him and I laugh at the bond the three brothers have. "Well, shall we pay for Cameron?" I ask and the guys nod as we head to the check-out.

When we get home, I notice the cars on our lawn. "Lana is having friends over?" I hear Jack wonder and I sigh as I see Jen's car. "Nope, her colleagues." I say and get out with Matt, and grab my bag and Cameron. "We're home." I yell as I enter and soon I see the girls and two man in our living room. "Seriously Lana? You had to torture Colin and Michael in coming?" Patrick asks and ma nods proudly. "Well, I'm going to bring my stuff up to my room." I say and then Jack comes in. "Why don't you tell the girls about your bear?" He says with a mean glance in his eyes. "Jack, no." I say and he smirks in a playful way. "She had a crush on J-..." He tries to finish his sentence as I put my hand over his mouth. The girls look confused, ma being the only one to puzzle it together. "Nora, let Jack go and let him finish his sentence." She says and I let go, grab my stuff and before Jack can finish his sentence, I lock myself in my room, grabbing my bag and start to grab the first few basic things. I am embarrassed as hell. Suddenly a soft knock I never heard reaches my ears. "It is me, Nora, can you open for me?" Jen's soft voice comes through the other side of the door. I open and look at her, waiting for her to get angry, but all I see on her face is concern. "Are you okay? Lana is pissed at Jack." She says and I nod. "Are you not angry that I kind of was crushing on you like 5 years ago?" I ask and she laughs. "Oh no I am not angry. Really." She says as she walks in. I close the door, but I don't lock it. "You see, in the entertainment industry, there are a lot of people who absolutely love you, and have a crush on you. You are clearly not a person like that for me anymore and you try to be normal, something I already approve. And no, we didn't know, well Lana did but anyways, we didn't know you were gay. And to be honest, I am really happy for you, because gay people are still people, and you are a great person. I never saw Lana so happy as when she starts to talk about how you were so accepting of her giving you up and how she just loved that you connected so well with the boys." She says and I nod. "I want you to know, if anyone is ever rude to you because you like girls, I don't care, we'll take a gay acceptance picture together and we will be strong together. And that isn't because of your mother, that is because you are an awesome person and deserve to like whoever you want to like." She says and I feel a tear escape my eyes as I give her a tight hug. "Thank you." I manage to choke out and she smiles as she pets my hair. "That is what friends do for each other." She says as she strokes my hair. I smile and look at her. "Join us downstairs?" She asks and I nod, following her out of the room.

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