bad journal #4
Her Name Rhymes With Fake
Are you happy bashing people? Do you find pleasure in putting others down? Do you think this is okay? Do you really think that after shouting all those mean words, these people just wouldn't care?
Did you ever even think about what others would feel, before you started talking shit about them?
I thought they were your friends. But here you are, driving a knife through their backs.
Some time ago, you were laughing with them; now you're plotting your scheme on how to fuck up their lives.
I never really understood you. But then again, I guess people like you are never really meant to be understood.
You change your mind everyday. You change yourself everyday. You change whose side you're on everyday.
You're a natural faker.
You're not just pretending. You absolutely don't have a true self. Lying is nothing to you. You lie to everyone. You play an act so everyone appears to be on your side.
It's disgusting to watch you do this sick demented trick of yours.
I hope you don't decide to be friends again with the people whose lives you've screwed up already. Because that would just be totally inhuman.
Not everyone will fall for your lies. Eventually, everything will backfire on you. And everyone will finally notice all the bullshit that you've fed them. And they will realize it's you.
Every single bit of sugarcoated evil laced with pure and utter betrayal. Your words. Your lies. Your deceiving face. It has fake written all over it.
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It's been a while. Sorry if that wasn't really worth your time.. I'm not even trying to fish for compliments guys, seriously, I know that was a bit confusing. I just needed to write these thoughts away or they'd just make me feel awful.
I absolutely hate it when people pretend to be your friend. And the next thing you know, they're spreading lies about you and assuming things that are absolutely wrong. That didn't really happen to me but one of my friends - whom I basically consider a sister - had that happen to her. If any of you relate in any way at all or have some opinions to share, feel free to comment or even PM
me your thoughts :)
And remember, you're all beautiful. Stay true~
- the author
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