bad journal #10
Checkmate
There's something about words.
And there's something else that I like to do with them.
See, you can beat me up and hit me however you desire. You can stab me with a knife, shove acid down my throat or hang me upside down. You can do all that.
At least, you could try.
You can try to kill me. Murder me. Destroy me. Bring me down.
Piece. By. Piece.
Think about the most inhumane thing. And then think of me.
Do you think you can do that to me?
I'm not asking if you have the mind to do it. I'm asking if you have the ability.
If you do, go ahead.
I fucking dare you.
But if you come up to me with words as daggers and statements for swords..
Then the tables have completely turned.
You see, if you bite back with something smart. I won't back down until you walk away crying.
I've said it a billion times before; words are my only weapon.
You can kill me however you like.
But you can't beat me at my own game.
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I know what you're thinking. I'm a freaky person, aren't I? .-.
Well, I do apologize if you found that really weird.. and disturbing. But hey, this isn't your diary, genius.
I'm sorry.. I'm being so terribly rude right now. But I did mention that the journal never lies, right? I didn't? Well, now I did. This reflects entirely on how I feel or my mood for the moment. So if the little entry is all rainbows and ponies, then maybe I'm having a flipping awesome time.
But when it's about shoving acid down my throat, then that's probably because I'm pretty damn pissed -.-
It's just my ultimate 'trigger moment' whenever I say something and some dumbass fires back with an ultra stupid reply. I don't go ahead and swear and curse like crazy like some people. No, I simply calmly and rationally and as cleverly as I can, elaborate why, in fact, my statement was right.
Yes, I have an issue with proving my point. And I also have the tendency to burn the motherfucker to the ground, only in the face of utter stupidity :)
Haha. gosh, I'm weird. Go on and hate, this entry probably deserves it xD
(Absolutely no regrets. And am still uploading this crap)
If you hate me tho, haha.. there's something at the side for you babe ;) >>
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