Tour Baby | L.P

3-Baby Payno

They ran in so fast I would have thought they were athletes.

"WHAT'S GOING ON?!" Louis asked first, always the concerned brother.

"I...think...I'm in...l...labour" I breathed out through the pain. They had horrified looks on there face. Lottie helped me up as Louis called for an ambulance. I could hear his screaming.

"WELL HURRY THE F*** UP! SHES IN LABOR!" I chuckled slightly at this through the pain. Lottie sat me down on the closed toilet now holding my hand and helping me breath. I can't exactly explain the pain I was in, but it was life-ending and I had never felt this before in my life.

Louis rushed back over to my side and started rubbing my arm calming me down. Then it hit me...I don't have Liam. I'm gonna give birth to his baby without him, I can't do that.

I started bawling, desprete. From the physical and mental pain I was in. Louis and Lottie comforted me, telling me it's all gonna be okay and the ambulance will be here soon.

"I can't do this...I need Liam." I said crying out so desperately that I almost got sick. There faces broke, it's as if they had just watch a puppy die or something. Lottie pulled me into the biggest hug, rubbing my back.and shushing me. She sounded like she was crying as well. Then Louis got up.

"Please...Louis you can't leave me too..." I cried out desperately. He had hurt in his face. I don't know why I said that his probobly just checking for the ambulance. He walked over to me and kissed my pounding forehead.

"I'm not going anywhere love....I'm just gonna make a call." He said and I smiled back weakly. As he left the pain got worse and worse and worse i couldn't bare it anymore. Where the heck was that ambulance?! I over heard Louis from outside and the minute I heard the name my heart stopped.

"Hey, Liam mate.- Yeah yeah were good.-Look Cheys in la- oh come one mate she needs you.-Don't be like that.- Seriously?- but you love her and it's your baby.- Mate don't be a jerk.- C'mon mate...." he was cut off and let out an angry groan. He hung up on him. Liam hung up on one of his best friends all becasue he doesn't want to come and see his child being born. He's not comeing....

Just as I let that process through my mind the ambulance showed up. They took me to the hospital and then the rest was bluring. Louis held my right hand as Lottie held my left hand. The other 3 lads came and waited outside as I went through the most painful expercince of my life without the love of my life.

All I remember screaming is "I CAN'T DO THIS! I NEED LIAM! WHERES LIAM?!" Desperately hoping he would come. But he didnt.

I woke up that next morning to the sun shining on my face. Opening my eyes, I looked around and got confused. Where was I, then the memories of last night flooded back to me and I started bawling. Out of happiness and sadness. I held my head in my hands and sobbed lightly as I heard the door click signifying someone was coming in.

I looked over to see the 4 lads. Louis, Niall, Zayn and Harry with my baby. Wrapped in a blue blanket....a BLUE BLANKET!

Louis rushed over to me when he saw me crying and held me, shushing me and rubbing his hand up and down my back. I cried more.

He missed it...He missed his child being born....

After calming down I kissed Louis on his cheek as a Thank you. He just smiled back and then I looked over to the lads. My eyes went down to the baby now In Nialls arms. He walked over to me slowly with the biggest smile on his face. My eyes started to fill with tears agian, not of sadness but of joy.

My baby was here...I did it.

"Say hello to your new baby boy." Niall said smiling while putting the baby in my arms. Baby boy....I smiled so big at the little boy in my arms, the one I made.

You will never understand the feeling of holding your baby for the first time unless you've been there. It's truly amazing and indescribable. He looks just like him. It's hurts but the feeling of love i have for this little baby has outweighed the pain. A tear or 2 slipped out of my eyes but I didn't even care. I couldn't wipe the gigantic smile off my face.

I forgot the other lads were in the room. It's as if it was only me and my little boy. Mummys little boy.

He let out a soft yawn and he held on to my index finger as I chuckled. He was too cute. I planted a kiss upon his head and finally decided to speak.

Looking into his eyes I took in a shaky breath.

"My little Jackson."