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Chapter 29- Tim pt.3

My breathe caught in my throat as I heard my name spoken from that vile man.

I took a deep breathe, I have a baby too go home too. He can't hurt me.

"You wanted too see me, I'm here." I said softly as I stayed by the door, my heart hammering in my chest.

"You look so good, my girl." He said and I tensed up, immediately feeling bile rise too my throat.

"Make more comments like that I'll leave in a heartbeat. I'm not playing around Tim. " I spat out too him. He would always verbally assault me and I wasn't dealing with it anymore.

"Tim? Since when have you called me by my full name child? I am your father." He said too me, getting rougher with his voice as he kept talking.

"You...are not my father. " I spat out too him. I saw anger and hurt flash across his face as he slowly started moving the bedsheets, he was getting up. I slowly backed away closer to the door, I wouldnt let him place one finger one me.

"You will not come anywhere near me!" I spat too him, standing my ground.

"Wow, we've grown some confidence now, haven't we?" He asked with a cocky smirk. He swung his legs over the edge of the bed and just sat there, taking deep breathes. He was alot weaker than I thought. I took a deep breathe as I kept my eyes on him, I wasn't going too let him out of my sight. I haven't even looked around the room, all I know is it's dim, which could mean many things.

"I just....i wanted too see how you were and say how...how sorry I was for everything." He said softly as he finally looked up at me. That made all the air leave my lungs and I suddenly couldnt breathe. He..he was apologizing. Too me?

"I...i don't understand." I whispered out as I took a couple small steps twords him, still at a 2 arms length. I wasn't getting too close to him. But i don't understand why he would apologize too me. After all these years. He waited so long.

"You....you waited years. Years ! And now your suddenly apologizing too me and why? Becasue...becasue Your dying in a bed, you think that's how I'm going too forgive you? You think you even deserve my forgiveness? Im such a nice person Tim, but you dont deserve it. I am happy now. I have everything I've ever wanted, and I got all that on my own. I have the best people around me, I graduated from high school, I did really well in school, Tim...I...I found love. And I did that all without you. So what makes you think, just becasue your dying, that I'll forgive everything you've ever done or said too me?" I breathed out too him. I said it softly, not screaming, but firmly too get my point across.

"I know...i know I messed up but honey I dont-" he said but I had too stop him.

"I'm not going to stay if you keep using those stupid pet names for me. It's not going too happen." I strained out. He nodded once.

"Okay, yeah of course. I don't have much time. I'm dying here. Can't you find it in your heart, your mother would forgive me.." He said softly. I gasped at that. How dare he throw my mother at me!

"No! No, you don't get too throw the dying card or the MOTHER card at me! You will never speak of her name again. You HEAR me?!" I lightly yelled at him. He was never going too let my mother's name slip out of his vile mouth agian.

"You can't tell me what I can't say little girl! DO you HEAR ME?!" He started too yell and it made me jump. I had too take a couple deep breathes too calm myself down.

"I'm leaving." I breathed in. That's all I could think of, I couldn't be here.

I turned around too walk out the door, I had too get out of here.