Tour Baby | L.P

Chapter 25- Why Now?!

My breath caught in my throat and my eyes started stinging with tears as I tried too process what this man had just said. Memorys of that one night flashed before my eyes and I suddenly couldn't breath.

"E...excuse me?" I whimpered out. There's no way, that scumbag would ever come back.

Before the man had a chance too answer I felt somones hand on my shoulder and I jumped, not wanting him too hurt me again. I couldn't breathe.

I turned around and it was Liam. I let out a sigh of relief. He looked worried though.

"Chey....who is it?" He asked with extreme concern and hurt.

"I...i-" but before I could say anything the man on the other line answered back.

"Its your father. I know, I know I should've called earlier but with what I've seen with you on covors of magazines and all over the internet with Liam I just...want too see you." He said and I let out a gasp and a whimper covering my mouth as I turned back away from Liam and let a tear or two slip out of my eye.

"I...i..dont..understand." I stammered out trying too make it seem like I'm not crying. Suddenly I felt two arms wrap around my waist and I emeditlly knew who it was, Liam. I relaxed in his touch as he held me and kissed my shoulder.

"Honey, I messed up. I know I did, I know now-" he said but I couldn't let him continue with the rage that was building up inside me. I ripped out of Liams grasp and moved a few steps away from him ready too explode on this man that says he's my father. I don't have a father. He left when I was in 7th grade. I don't have a father.

"You understand that NOW! HOW ABOUT THE DAY IT HAPPENED! HOW ABOUT THE PAIN EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY YOU PUT ON ME AND MOM! HOW ABOUT THE TEARS I WASTED ON YOU! UNDERSTAND NOW?! YOU DON'T DESERVE US AND YOU SURE AS HECK DON'T EVEN DESERVE TOO TALK TOO ME! YOU DON'T KNOW THE HORROR AND PAIN YOU PUT US IN! FATHERS DAY WAS DEVASTATING, BRING YOUR FATHER TOO WORK OR SCHOOL DAY, I WAS HEARTBROKEN! I LOST MY FATHER ALL THOSE YEARS AGO SO DON'T COME IN HERE YEARS AND YEARS LATER AND CALL YOURSELF MY FATHER!" I burst out on him, while letting the tears fall. The audacity that man had too call me back years and years later. The nerves he has too even call himself my father. He's just a stranger too me.

After I bursted out on him the line when silent and all I could hear was his jagged breathing. I looked up from the ground through my blury eyes and saw Liam looking at me with such shock, sympathy and pain. All I wanted was for him too hug me and for me too forget this call but I knew I wouldn't. Liam was there through all the pain, he knew how much my father had messed me up. He stayed by my side unlike my father could.

"H..honey-" he started and I couldn't hear that.

"DONT YOU DARE! YOU don't get too call me that!" I boomed at him ad Liam slowly made his way over too me.

"O...okay. sorry. Um Cheyenne..." he started and just hearing him say my name made me whimpered. I missed my dad, I wanted a dad so bad. He screwed it all up in the worst way possible and put us through more pain than any family should feel in a lifetime.

"I just...d...dont know how too say sorry. I just wanna see you." He cracked out, I could tell he was crying but I could care less.

"You should've thought about that before you cheated on mom, hit her, abused her physical and emotionally, abused me physically and emotional and left. You should've thought about that before anything! I'm so done, I was done a long time ago. Leave me alone Tim!" I told off at him one last time and then I hung up as Liam made his way over too me.

My mind was going 1,000 miles a minute, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't feel the tips of my toes, I couldn't see anything it was all blurry. I couldn't processes this.