Destiel -- One Shots

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It all happened so fast. One minute I was pointing the gun at him but I didn't pull the trigger, somebody else did, somebody else with a gun and all of a sudden, everything went black. I can't remember anything else, why was I pointing the gun at him? Where am I? Too many lights, what's going on? I woke up, feeling nothing, for the first time in a long time, I feel empty and cold. There's something wrong. I got up and noticed right away that I'm in a hospital. I saw Sam by my side, I'm calling his name but it seems like he can't hear me. I tried to touch his hair but something else happened. I can't feel him, I can't feel anything. I stood up and looked around. There I saw my body, lying on hospital bed, IV poles by my bed, wires all over my body. How? I can't remember anything! Then I saw Bobby come in the room. "Bobby!" I called him and tried to give him a hug but I just went through him. I don't understand. Am I dead? If I'm dead, then what's my body still doing here on Earth? Suddenly, I saw Lucifer walk in the room, I tried warning Sam and Bobby but they can't hear me.

''Relax." He said smiling. "You're the only one who can see me." He leaned on the door and walked towards me.

"What the hell is going on? Why are you here?" I stared at him waiting for a good answer.

"You see, Dean. Clearly Sam and Bobby can't see you or hear you, it means you're dead." He chuckled.

"What?" I pulled my eyebrows together. Is he telling the truth?

"Nah, I'm just kidding. Come on! Where's your sense of humor?" He grabbed the clipboard at the end of the bed. He read it aloud. "Dean Winchester, shot in the back of the head, currently in a coma. Won't be waking up soon." He added.

"Shot in the head? I don't remember being shot in the head." I touched the back of my head and felt stitches and then I grabbed the clipboard and read the same thing.

"Of course you don't, you dummy. You just got shot in the head and the electricity is the only thing that's keeping you alive." He shook his head.

"Then why are you here? Are you a part of my memory? Or are you part of anything that happened before this? Tell me! I need to know!" I grabbed him by his shirt and he put his hands up in the air but he wasn't serious enough.

"Okay okay!! Jeez! Calm down, will ya?" I let him go and he straightened out his shirt.
"I'm here because I volunteered to help you get your memory back. It was awful what happened to you but let's make it more exciting." He winked at me and grabbed my arm, the next thing I know, we're in a bar, it looked like we just came back from a hunt.

"Let's go back to where it all began." He smiled at me delightfully but I just stared at him with anger and confusion.

"In a bar? Come on! I don't have time for your little games!"

"Hey, I'm doing you a favor, okay? You could be wandering around in the hands of the reaper but you're here with me. With an angel. If I say we'll make it exciting, I'll make it exciting or I'll just throw you straight down to Death's hands. You understand? I'll promise you'll enjoy." I still stared at him, he maybe right. He could be doing me a favor, I guess in his end we have a lot of time. I shut my mouth and let him do the talking.

"Okay, as I was saying, this is where it all started." I can see myself and Sam entering the bar. I ordered a beer and started to look around when someone caught my attention. A very handsome man with a very beautiful blue eyes, but he's with another man and then I whispered something to Sam. The next thing I saw, I was walking towards him, I made my way through the crowd and introduced myself to him. We got our phones out and it looked like we exchange numbers. His smile is so beautiful, no wonder I liked him right away.

"So, you remember his name now?" Lucifer asked.

"No. I don't. What's his name?"

"His name is Castiel. Pretty, ain't he?"

"Yeah, what else happened?

"Still no hint? You two dated for a while, he got tired of you, basically. You know why? Coz you're always on the hunt, always out there chasing vamps and whatnot. You see, you couldn't help but stay in one place, you think you have to be out there killing monsters everytime. But what about hm? You dated him just to leave him alone? Don't you think you're the monster?" Suddenly I felt a throbbing pain in my head, then I saw flashes of pictures, of faces, everything we did, everyone we killed, then I saw what happened that night. I was possessed  by a demon, I was aiming the gun at Sam, but then I heard someone pulled the trigger and shot me. It was him, the man in the trench coat, I remember him now. His name is Castiel, and I also understand why he did it. He was a human and  still loves me and he doesn't want to be the one who wants to destroy the demon inside of me. Then I saw him crying and telling me he was sorry, he cradled me in his arms, still crying. Then I woke up, I was back at the hospital.I can see them now, Sam, Bobby, and of course, Castiel. He came to visit me everyday. And I'm glad he's back. I'm glad we're back. I'm not leaving his side ever again.

N/A: What's up everyone?! Jeez, it's been a long time since I last updated. I apologize. But thank you for reading my one-shots. I greatly appreciate it. Please feel free to comment and vote if you like. Thank you so much, and God Speed us all.