Cowgirl Roots

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" My heart is pounding as I stare up at him. The swim trunks are hanging low on his hips; his chest is chiseled and lean. I sit up and shake my head no. He frowns but I reach up and grab hold of his face forcing my lips onto his. Then I slowly pull him down with me...

A moan escapes my lips as my body arcs into his.

"Will..." I whisper his name as he unties my bikini bottoms.  My body is aching for his touch my skin is on fire from where his skin rubs. I pull his hair bringing his lips back to mine. He eases into me, it hurts at first but then it's like I couldn't get enough. My body was building and when it couldn't take it anymore I screamed out his name in pure pleasure. A few minutes later he said my name like it was the most beautiful word in the world.

"You sure do know how to change a girl “he turns on his side and gives me a quizzical look.

"Change?"

"Yes before you I was a good girl and now look at me" I gesture to us. He takes my hand and holds it tightly apprehension in his eyes.

"You are a good girl; nothing about you has changed since we met that day in the park." I shake my head.

"Will when we met I was different" he looks at me and frowns, next thing I know he has rolled me onto him.

"Tell me." He gives me that look of you better tell me and tell me the truth. I take a deep breath ready to admit something I never expected to admit.

"Okay when we met I was a virgin"

"Was as in since we met you lost it or..." My eyes pierce him to silence.

"Not just a virgin in the sense of sex" I blush "I never... I... God this is so embarrassing" I cover my face with a veil of hair and then bury my face in his chest wanting to disappear.

"Hey..." His voice is velvet soft just like the time he talked to me when Adam left before he kissed me anyway. I lift my head still hiding behind my hair that is till his soft warm fingers tuck my hair behind my ear.

"Why is this so embarrassing for you?"

"Because...because" I look away from his eyes afraid of how he will react. "I had never been asked out..." He laughs and it wounds me.

"That's it, being asked out how is that embarrassing."

"That's not the end of it... Asked out is the small bit...which of course means never had a boyfriend...I had never been kissed...and obviously never had sex... Like I said I've changed" I don't look up but I hear his breath catch as it sets in.

"That Ethan kid was your first for three of those four things?" I blush deep red and shake my head no.

"Four?" The pain and shock in his voice just makes me blush deeper.