Mate. | Derek Hale

How I Feel.

Chapter Four

I tried to walk away, to get away from this situation. He didn't let me, he took hold of my arms and I looked at him nervously. "Y/N, you can't just show me that and run off! You're an Alpha? How?" Derek looked almost frantic as he looked for answers i sighed and looked down.

"It's a long story, Derek," I said trying to not have to explain it all to him. I kept pulling away from him and trying to get away.

"I have time. Y/N, tell me." He said gently and that was when the tears started to come but again I didn't let them fall, I had to be strong.

"I-I can't. You'll all hate me." I whispered to him trying not to sob.

"Y/N... I can never hate you. I love you too much," he grabbed my face and I stared at him, his eyes looking back at me. I smiled a little as he stared.

"You- You love me?" I asked biting down on my lip as I suddenly felt very tingling.

"Yes Y/N you're my M... the closest person to me," he said what was he going to say?

"OK.. I'll tell you. But not here." I shook my head. I knew he would still love me... But not in front of my house. "I don't need Scott hearing anything and my mom is gonna be home any second," I explained and he nodded. I saw the Jeep coming down the street. "Go. Here comes Scott, I'm gonna kill him." I said and he nodded, he kissed my head before going around and getting in his car and as the jeep stopped Derek pulled off leaving. Scott jumped out with Stiles.

"What was he-"

"You!" I yelled cutting him off. "You got me arrested!" I yelled.

"I didn't do anything! You got yourself arrested by going there! Why would you go there?!" He yelled at me.

"Technically we did get her arrested," Stiles said and I pointed at him.

"Exactly! I went because Derek and I haven't seen each other in YEARS! Hes all I have left now that you've uncovered Laura's dead body! She's dead!" I cried out and they froze as I scolded them. "Hes all I have left and I want you to remember that-"

"And if hes killing people!?" He yelled at me and I growled, low and loud, and he froze almost having a physical reaction to an Alpha.

"He isn't." Stiles watched this and he looked at me. "Now! Our mother will be coming home. I do not want her seeing us, so fuck you both because I'm super upset." I yelled and he gawked at me. I turned and walked inside the house and upstairs slamming my door. I stayed in my room until Mom called dinner and I sped downstairs and stopped seeing my mom and Scott talking.

"You got arrested?!" She yelled and I walked over shoving Scott.

"Only because he called the police on an innocent man! Who sister died? And we both got arrested because I was with him!" I growled at Scott's directions and she sighed. "Mom he didn't do anything, he got let go because they found out a wolf got her. Hes all upset with me while hes the one who got me arrested." I said waving my hands at Scott and crossing my arms.

"Who is this guy?" I looked down.

"He... He was my friend... Derek Hale." I said and her shoulders slacked upon hearing 'Hale'.

"Scott I want you to leave your sister alone! Of course, she would want to check up on her friend from the past! Now get dinner and go to your room." Mom ordered and he gawked. I stuck my tongue out at him as he grabbed his plate and walked by me. "You too, get dinner and have a good night sweetie. I hope you and this Derek kid can make each other feel better." She said and I smiled. I hugged her and she sighed hugging back. I grabbed dinner and went to my room for the night. The next day after school I went over to Dereks... Squatting situation.

"Derek!" I yelled and he came from the stairs.

"Y/N!" He smiled running down the steps and seeing me. He hugged me and I hugged back. Our hugs lasted forever it seemed, we pulled apart and moved to the burnt living room where we sat. "Are you ready to talk?" He asked and I sighed nodding.

I told him what had happened that fateful night... How my father began abusing me and how violent he was, how this had happened over a year after the fire... I told him everything... After I finished for the most part his eyes were wide with shock and sadness...

"Your father? He hurt you?" He asked slowly I nodded playing with my hair's split ends.

"He... 'punished' me as he called it... I called it abuse, but he didn't like that," I muttered he stared at me and then at my hands. He watched as I nervously played with my hands, he reached for them, taking hold of them and gently squeezing, rubbing comforting circles on my palm, I stared at his face observing every feature, his was so handsome and the concerned expression he held made me feel... Like he cared. His pretty green eyes that I easily got lost in, our eyes met, and his eyes were comforting, gentle, and sympathetic.

"This doesn't change how I feel about you, you know that right?" He slowly spoke with the gentlest voice, one I'd never heard from him.

"It- It doesn't?" I murmured, I was happy he didn't care about my past to a degree, I felt like he would always care for me.

"Of course Y/N, what you went through would never change how I feel." He spoke to me. I smiled more and he smiled back at me. I threw myself onto him causing him to fall back. Off the couch onto the floor, I hugged him tightly as I was on top of him, we rolled so now he was on top of me, he stared down at me and his eyes flickered down, I couldn't help but look at his lips... I looked him in the eyes when I noticed he started to lean forward as I did the same but then-

"Derek, I know you can hear me." Scott interrupted from outside. I groaned. Goddamnit Scott!