Mate. | Derek Hale

Loss.

Chapter Eight

I woke up in the chemistry lab where I saw Jackson, Lydia, Allison, and Stiles. Where's Scott? I groaned loudly with pain getting the attention of them all Jackson and Stiles were the first to get to me.

"Y/N! Are you okay?" Stiles asked touching my head.

"No! Does it look like I'm okay?" I snapped at him and he yanked his hand away like I would bite him.

"Y/N? What did Derek do to you?" Lydia asked worried as she grabbed me, she was a good friend sometimes.

"What do you mean Derek? He didn't-" I looked at Stiles cutting myself off Stiles was slowly backing up away from me. I jumped off the counter, stalked towards him and grabbed his arm throwing him over towards the back of the class away from the group. "What did you do?" I whispered and yelled at him.

"It wasn't me," Stiles whispered to me. "It was Scott... he blamed Derek for everything." he finished looking guilty. "He dead anyway-" I growled my eyes flashing and he flinched in my grasp.

"You did what?! I am going to kill you both when this is over!" I said walking away and rubbing my head. That was when we heard sirens. "The police..." I whispered. Great.

I proceeded home right after not allowing anyone to touch me and not wanting to deal with it all. When I got home I ran to my room and instantly started to cry as I fell onto my bed. Everyone I ever loved was dead my Mom, my Dad, my Brother, Talia, Laura, Cora and now Derek, I couldn't stand the fact that I was the last, I didn't want to be here anymore, at least not here in Beacon Hills.

The next morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the news blaring from my alarm.

"Suspect Derek Hale still hasn't been found since the occurrence last night at the Beacon Hills High School." I felt tears begin to fall, I saw Mom's hand click it off and she lay next to me.

"You don't have to go if you don't want to. Last night was traumatizing and he... I know he was your friend-"

"He was more than that!" I turned over letting out a sob. I hid in my blankets. "He was all I had left from my old life! Now I've got a stupid old house in the middle of the woods with no one to fill it!" I cried and she sighed. "He was my life before and my life after... He was everything." I heard Scott sigh. He was in the door from what I could hear.

"Baby what- Scott goes to school. Your sister won't be coming with you." She said and he gulped.

"Yes, Mom." I heard him run downstairs and Mom sighed.

"Look, Hun, people from my past have changed and not for the better... Hell, even my husband ended up an alcoholic and you saw what he did. It not like you were in love with this guy-" I sighed.

"I guess youre right." I rolled my eyes as she could't see me. She hugged me to her.

"It'll be okay."

When the night of the full moon came I went somewhere special, well to me at least when the moon was in the sky and it was a clear dark night. I jumped out of my window and ran through the woods reaching the hilltop that viewed Beacon Hills perfectly, my mother would be me here as a little girl and she would always say to me that when I came here to this place it would be doing tough times and when they are tough, I could always find her. That this will be 'our safe place' Sometimes I still hear her voice in my head. I walked over to the edge of the hill and sat down, looking up at the sky and looking at the stars. "I'm here." I let out a dreaded sigh. "I'm here, you told me to come here when times were tough, so I did," I whimpered and started to cry. "I've lost my mate and I don't know what I am supposed to do, " I choked staring at the sky.