Flaws and All

(Chpt.4-12) The Aftermath⏩

Chapter Four
-My First Love-
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:: Two Days Later ::
(Dyme's POV)

Walking down the steps, I headed towards the dinning room and surprisingly saw Kehlani sitting at the table instead.

"Morning sunshine" she teased, looking up from her computer.

"Hey..., when did you get here? I thought you said you wouldn't be back until Tuesday"

"I was but one of my cousins pissed me off. So I just drove back by myself a day early"

"Why what happened?" I asked, taking a seat across from her.

"To be honest babe, I really don't wanna talk about it. Its a long stupid story. We just had a back and forth argument and then we both bounced from the gathering. I left, she left"

"Damn. It must've been that bad then"

"Shit, I just didn't wanna ruin everyone's day. I would've smack her and they knew I would, but let's talk about you. How was taking ya boy's virginity?"

"It was good.." I said in the modest tone, and looked away.

"You don't seem too enthused about it,..did something happen?"

"No it went great. Real great." I answered in the same tone, fiddling with my fingers.

*Phone Rings*☎

Instantly, I glanced over to the sound of my phone vibrating on the table. It was Jay......yet again. So I nonchalantly placed it back down on the table not to answer.

"You were saying?" I looked back at her, who was giving me the eye.

"Is it that time of the month, boo?"

"No. Why you ask that?" I raised my eyebrow.

"You just seem off today and you're not telling me what's up. We're sisters Dyme and I know when my sister is bothered by something"

*Phone Dings twice......and then another two dings after that*📲💢

"Damn girl, who makin' ya hotline bling?"

"...Oh it's Jay.."

*Phone Rings again*☎ ...this mofo won't stop😤

I picked up my phone again, reading the screen before letting the call go on without me answering.

"And....you're not going to answer it?"

"Nope.." I folded my arms.

"Yo, something is really up. Why aren't you talking to him?"

"I just don't want to..., he's been blowing up my phone ever since we fucked.." I shrugged.

"So he's not allowed to call you anymore after that? What are you- a fuckboy now?" she teased.

"Look Kel, I just......don't wanna talk to him anymore"

"Why not? I thought you liked him, and you said y'all had a good time. I'm sorry but I'm just confused, you're not telling me everything"

"I give up on love Kehlani, I told you that. From now on..., I just think it's best that way. I'm broken okay....and I just really don't wanna put my heart into a guy again just so he can break it later. Truth is...yes, we made love Kel. I never made love to anyone but him and it was his first time. It felt so romantic, so innocent and just how I really wish my first time had been. I felt things and I knew he did too. Yes, I like Jay..., I really do but...I just-I just need some time.
*stands up* I should've never slept with him....., because now it got me thinking about us and shit..."