Chapter Ten
-Déjà Vu-
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"Ya father was a confusing son of a bitch. Always leading people on just to get what he wanted and when he wanted it. Selfish mothafucka. And he was most selfish when it came to me..."
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:: The following day ::
(Jacob's Pov)Parking Dyme's Porsche in one of the spaces between a Jeep and a Subaru, I shut the car down and finally made my way out. Hitting the stupid Subaru with the car door at that, annoyingly. Shit. If I put a dent in her car, we all know she gon' put a dent in my ASS next. Hopefully she won't notice.😬
I brushed the area off a little and closed the door properly. Now walking up to a nearby burger joint to meet up with Christine for a talk. She begged me and begged me to give her a chance to say what she needed to, so now I'm all ears for this confession. What legitimate reason did she have for cheating on me when I brought her everything, fed her everything, payed for everything and put a ring on it when I ain't really have the money. Its bullshit.
Every time I thought about it, I started to regret even responding to her. And before I knew it, I came up to a booth where she sat looking out the window nonchalantly.
"Hey, you made it" she smiled and stood up to greet me.
"Yeah I did. Now what is it that you desperately needed to get off ya chest, start talking" I sat down and by passed her introduction.
She cleared her throat nervously. "Well I brought you a soda for starters and I'm here to....apologize"
"That's it? Cuz I already heard that bullshit already"
"Jacob look, I know you're mad and you have every right to be angry. I just want you back and prove to you how sorry I am. Its just not the same without you Jacob, I love you--and....I'm just so.....so sorry" she started to cry, applying a napkin or two up to her eyes.
"If you loved me, you would've never let another nigga come in our house and lay down with you in the bed we fucking shared. Some fucking love you claiming right now"
"I'm sorry Jacob, for everything I swear. I do love you, but I was just....being stupid and not thinking. You know I make stupid decisions I don't really mean. Its like I'm two different people in the same body. But the real Christine Rebecca Walker loves you and just you. He's nothing compared to you and I regret it. I'm so sorry Jacob, I promise you I'll do right by you if you give me a chance again. I don't want us to end like this,...please just let me fix things. I just--I just love you so much and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby please. I'm a wreck and I cry all the time. I miss you everyday....and I can't live without you JayJay. I can't..." she cried.
"Look I don't know right now Chris. What you did....it hurt me yo. After everything I do for you and you repay like that..."
"Please--I'm sorry. I know and I'm so sorry. It won't ever happen again Jacob, I won't even look at another man. I just want you...."
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Chick-LitHe sighed lowly to himself. "I love you too though" "You don't..." I replied. "Why don't you believe me?" "Because you screamed it to me Jay, right after we conceived our daughter. I will never forget that...." I looked at him with tears pouring dow...