You and I (EvanXConnor)

You're Always Gonna Be My Honey

Connor and Evan were laying down, staring up at the blue sky through the tree branches. Evan's arm reached upward, pointing toward a cloud, "That one looks like a bird."

Connor's eyes darted over to where Evan was pointing. "Huh, it does," Connor mumbled.

They were sitting in an open field, staring up at the clouds. Connor sighed, and leaned back, holding himself up with his hands. He stared at Evan, who was still staring up at the clouds, with -what seemed like- a small sparkle in his eyes. Evan glanced up at Connor. "Hey, is something wrong?"

"No, you just look cute lying there-" Connor hissed at himself, his face flushing a deep red, as he whirled his head back around to face the opposite direction. Evan could feel his face reddening as he sat up next to Connor, his gaze falling to his hands. Evan searched for the right words, but everything seemed to have melted away in his time of need. They sat in silence for a few seconds until Connor stood up and grabbed his stuff.

"I guess I should go... It's getting kind of late.." Connor muttered as he swung his bag over his shoulder, avoiding eye contact.

"Connor, i-it's 1:27 in the afternoon." He stated awkwardly.

"So what?" Connor snapped. "I've got better things to do."

Evan flinched at his words and Connor must've noticed because he let out a long sigh and put his stuff back down on the grass. He sat down in front of Evan, gently setting his hand down on his knees, which were currently curled up close to his chest. Evan had his head tucked into his legs, small sniffles escaping from him."Can't w-we just talk a-about th-this?"

Connor murmured something under his breath before he shouted: "I fucking love you okay?!"

He didn't have to deal with people looking at them because they were in a small field in the middle of nowhere. Connor lowered his voice, tears forming in his eyes."I love you..." He repeated quietly, almost as if he was in total shock about it.

Evan lifted his head up, his face wet with tears and his cheeks tinted red. The surprise on his face was visible from miles away. "I-Is this some s-sick joke?"Evan raised his voice slightly, making Connor wince. He'd never heard Evan sound this upset before.

"A-are you j-just trying t-to toy w-with m-my emotions?!" Tears continued to stream down his face.

Connor picked himself up and attempted to calm Evan down. "Woah, Evan you should know I would never do something like that to you. Love is a strong word, Hansen. I'd never just throw a word with such great meaning around like that."

Love is a strong word, Hansen. Those words seemed so familiar to him. "Co-Connor didn't you s-say that when we first started talking...?"

"Say what?-" Connor thought for a second, "Ah. I- uh- Yeah, I think I did..."

Connor moved over to Evan's side and wrapped his arms around him. He switched the topic back. "I hope you know I've never mess with you with such a serious topic."

Evan wiped his face with the back of his hand. "I know..." He let his head fall onto Connor's shoulder.

They sat in the field together in silence for a bit until Evan lifted his head up and checked his phone for the time. 5:38pm. They'd spent nearly 4 hours in this field together. Evan pulled his bag over to his side. " I should really be going, my mom will be home in about an hour."

Connor hopped up." Yeah, it is getting pretty late." Evan stood up next to him and fidgeted with his hands. "I'll give you a ride."

JLLDNLNF SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!! After drama I just felt really tired and couldn't bring myself to update no matter how much I tried to convince myself. I had a lot of stuff I had to do last week, like move stuff into my new room. Not to mention I binge watched all of Steven Universe in 3 days. I've gotta pump out a lotta art this month too. Since I forgot to tell you guys this in the last chapter, I didn't get the solo in choir, but I'm cool with it because it was our last concert of the year and he wanted to give it to the 8th graders since it was their last year :Oc. So I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I'm really sleep deprived so sorry if this is bad. Also this is kinda short because I gotta sleep. So goodnight/morning/afternoon/evening or whatever.

P.S. Plus ten points if you can guess what song the title is from. Hint: The song is written by a musical theatre song writer ;).

Edit - I'm thinking of making an ask book but I'll draw the answers. 1) Do you guys think that's a good idea? 2) Who should I do it with? (ex. Tree Bros, Jared (I can do other musicals too))

Sincerely, Bee