c/six. resilience

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re·sil·ience
rəˈzilyəns
noun

the capacity to recover quickly from difficulties; toughness.

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Lucas planned out a tour where I'd be the opening act for the boys. He said it'd be a great idea to build my career, judging by the unintended start on the internet.

I've thought about making a video and going "Hey! I'm that one girl playing for tips on the street!", but that would only take away time. Maybe I'll do it after everything kicks in.

Also, I'm fucked.

I like Josh.

This happens all the time. I get attached to people way too easily, and Josh likes to take his time on these sorts of things. He probably doesn't even feel the same way. I don't even know if I like him because he's twenty one pilots' drummer.

I'm just laying in my desk, trying to write some music. Lucas' news haven't quite kicked in yet, and I'm already chipping off the manicure I got done an hour ago.

I'm a mess, yet Luna has been such a champ about everything and she's actually gotten through a tragedy in her life. Her resilience is pretty highlightable.

I don't know why I mention Luna so much. I suppose Brendon's death was traumatic to all of us, even his friends at the label. Even... Josh.

Josh is so kind, and dreamy.

Josh is yelling my name and knocking at my door.

Josh is knocking at my door. I'm wearing pajamas and I haven't brushed my hair or teeth.

"Hold on a minute!" I yell towards the door. I run to my bathroom and brush my teeth the best I can in a two-minute limit I'd set for myself, as well as putting a bra on and tying my hair up in a messy bun.

I run towards the door and open it, my breathing fast. "Sorry, I just-" I pause to breathe.

Josh lets out one of his amazing grins before saying "You just woke up?", and laughing afterwards.

I slightly blush at his comment. "Yes."

He laughs and pauses to say "I can come later if you'd like."

My eyes widen. "No! No, just- just let me take a shower and get changed. You can uh, you can sit down, make yourself at home." I nervously smile at him.

He shakes his head, stepping into my condo after I'd moved out of the way for him. "Alright, then."

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didn't proofread this either

I'm so fucking sorry I took so damn long omg. I was so busy with school as always. But now I passed, and now I've got work. This is a short update to give you guys something before I elaborate more. Sorry, but there's more to come!

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