Poems for the Brave

Self-Destruct

I have just flicked the self destruct switch,
And I'm going to go out with a bang.
If my life is worthless
My death will be spectacular,
Just watch me, darling, if you can.
As with each drag smoke spills into my lungs
And I breathe it all in heavily.
I will drown in liquor,
Chemicalise my soul
With each breath I love that it's killing me.
I will be so many colours; chaos, instability.
A wild flame dancing in the night
I will crumble like ashes,
Dance with the masses.
This life is just my death waiting to happen...