The Abused and Suicidal Host {EDITED}

XI

A week after the beach, which I hoped the host club never went anywhere near water while I was still a part of the club, I was now sitting in between the twins and Suoh in a limo, heading towards Fujioka's house because of Suoh and his damn nightmare...

When we pulled up and we all got out of the car, I looked behind the car and the ever-growing crowd and saw Fujioka... She looked cute, she actually looked like a girl, while the rest of the club were looking at the building I walked over to her.

"Fujioka, I'm sorry about this..." I said in my never changing blank voice, "It's ok senpai, but who's idea was it?" she asked "Suoh" "Of course it was..." she said. We then both walked towards the building and up the stairs, stopping in front of Fujioka's door.

"Haru-chan, I brought you a present" Mitsukuni said then Fujioka reluctantly let us all in and offered tea, after we managed to squeeze into the lounge room Morinozuka's head nearly hitting the light while I had to crawl on my hands and knees to avoid hitting my head on the roof I was that tall. Morinozuka is 192cm tall or 6'4 and I'm taller than him standing at 205.74cm or 6'9.

After we finished the cake, besides me I don't like sweets, we all walked out of Fujioka's apartment, well I crawled, we stood outside whilst Suoh was still inside paying his respects to Fujioka's mothers' shrine.

They were taking longer than needed, so we walked back upstairs and the twins stuck their heads in "Hey boss what in the world is taking so long" "whoa check it out, that person we passed downstairs was Haruhi's father" the twins then walked in and we followed.

"It's nice to meet you Haruhi's dad, were good friends of your daughters the Hitachiin brothers," they both said, "So you're a transvestite, aren't you?" "You're the first real transvestite we've ever seen" "So you've finally put the moves on Huruhi huh boss?" "Sorry about him, he's a lady's man if you know what I mean" "He's a pheromone machine, in fact, I bet he's fooled around with more lady's then you can count".

After a while, we were all sat around the table again, talking to Fujioka's dad or 'Ranka' as he told us to call him and Suoh was in their closet growing mushrooms. Soon after that Fujioka left for the supermarket, with us following her thanks to Ranka.

When we finally got to the supermarket I stood outside whilst everyone else went inside to follow Fujioka, I lent up against the building and sighed, I was so tired, I barely got any sleep last night due to my father.

I could also feel the cuts on my wrists which were starting to open, which was bad considering that I didn't have any bandages on, opening my eyes, which I didn't know I had closed, I looked around and tried to see if there were any chemists around that I could buy some bandages from.

And it seems that my prays had been answered there was a chemist two shops up from the supermarket, as I pushed myself off the wall I pulled my wallet out of my back pocket, then pulled my credit card out also, once I was inside the chemist it took me about 5 minutes to find the bandages and then another 5 minutes to purchase them.

When I got the bag back I walk around the back of the store and sat down, pulling out one bandage I pulled up the sleeves of the black sweater I was wearing I wrapped one of the bandages around my left wrist and the other bandage around my right wrist, when I was down I pulled down my sleeves, walked onto the main street and threw the rubbish in the bin, outside the chemist.

Then I slowly walked back towards the supermarket, when I got there I leaned back against the wall and sighed, then not even two seconds later, the host club ran out (excluding Fujioka and her dad) "ARAKI-SENPAI!!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?" they all started shouting except for Ootori, but even Morinozuka was yelling lowly.

"I'm right here...." I said "ARA-CHAN!!!" Mitsukuni yelled in tears jumping onto me, he climbed up my body and latched his arms around my neck, "What's wrong Mitsukuni?" I asked, "I was worried Ara-chan when I looked around and tried to find you I couldn't, I was so scared something happened to you" he sobbed into my neck.

I was shocked, of course, It didn't show on my face, that someone was worried about me. But of course, that would never make me rethink anything that is going to happen at the end of the school year.

NEVER......