The Abused and Suicidal Host {EDITED}

XIV

"Does Araki-senpai know you guys are here?" I asked completely forgetting that no one knew that he was in Karuizawa... damn...

"ARAKI-SENPAI/ARA-CHAN IS HERE!?!?!?!" they all yelled, well minus Kyoya and Mori-senpai...

Forgive me Araki-senpai....!!!!!!

*Araki Yanagisawa POV*

When we arrived in front of the mansion I got out and made my way inside and upstairs and into my bedroom.

I was lying on my bed when Lucy came in "Young Master you have visitors" I nodded and got up and made my way downstairs I froze when I got halfway between the last step and the door.

It was the people I wanted to get away from most..., The Host Club... dear god help me...

"ARA-CHAN!!!" Mitsukuni yelled and jumped from Morinozuka and onto me, Morinozuka calmly walked over and stood behind me, so did Ootori.

"ARAKI-SENPAI!!!!" the rest screamed and ran and jumped on me, although they didn't make me fall I did stumble a little bit...

"Get off me please," I said, they did as asked and I spent the next hour and a half trying to get them out of my house. When they finally left I headed upstairs to my music room.

When I got there, I grabbed my guitar and started strumming the familiar cords.

'Remember the moment you left me alone,

And broke every promise you ever made,

I was an ocean, lost in the open,

Nothing could take the pain away

So, you can throw me to the wolves,

Tomorrow I will come back,

Leader of the whole pack,

Beat me black and blue,

Every wound will shape me,

Every scar will build my throne

The sticks and stones that,

You used to throw have,

Built me an empire,

So, don't even try,

To cry me a river,

Cause I forgive you,

You are the reason I still fight

So, you can throw me to the wolves,

Tomorrow I will come back,

Leader of the whole pack,

Beat me black and blue,

Every wound will shape me,

Every scar will build my throne

So, you can throw me to the wolves,

Tomorrow I will come back,

Leader of the whole pack,

Beat me black and blue,

Every wound shape me,

Every scar will build my throne

I'll leave you choking,

On every word, you left unspoken,

Rebuild all that you've broken,

And now you know

I'll leave you choking,

On every word, you left unspoken,

Rebuild all that you've broken,

And now you know

Every wound will shape me,

Every scar will build my throne

So, you can throw me to the wolves,

Tomorrow I will come back,

Leader of the whole pack,

Beat me black and blue,

Every wound will shape me,

Every scar will build my throne'

When I finished the song, I put away my guitar, I sat on the couch that was placed in the room and sighed, closing my eyes. 'I don't know if I can do this anymore...'  I thought while bringing my hand up and pinching the bridge of my nose.

I couldn't believe that the Host Club is here of all places, I didn't mind Haruhi being here, but then, of course, Haruhi was here first, so technically I intruded first...

Maybe I should go somewhere else...

But where....?

Or... I could stay here...

But I don't want to deal with the Host Club members... Especially Suoh that idiot...😒😒

Hmmm... What to do...