The Abused and Suicidal Host {EDITED}

UPDATE IS COMING... BUT FIRST THIS!!!

Hey guys its my very first Authors Note for this fanfiction... But I just want to ask a few questions is all...

ANYWAYS... Question 1: Does anybody actually read the songs... Or does everybody skip them? (Like I do for the books that I read... hehehe)...

If you do skip them you probably shouldn't (ITS JUST A SUGGESTION!! DONT KILL ME T^T)

It's just that the song's I put in to the story have some sort of link to Araki and either what he's currently going through, like what he's feeling/thinking (like what he feels and thinks about the abuse). Or what he's been through, like his uncle raping him when he was little and him thinking that what he's living now is all a nightmare so to say and he wants someone to wake him up from the life he's living hence the latest song 'Wake Me Up'.

Also! I should've done this at the beginning of the story but better late than never:

DISCLIAMER: the songs used do NOT belong to me all rights belong to the respective artists and the artists companies !!!

Thank you!!! I ain't bein' sued today (No not today, no no no not today)... Sorry I had to... If you get this tell me cause we will be best friends...

Question 2: Who should the 'mysterious Host' be?

I was originally planning to make this a OCxTakashi(Mori) fanfiction cause Takashi is my favourite and there's like NO OCxTakashi fanfictions out there... So I wanted to give him more love... But I also want to consider you guys whose reading this junk... So..... Yeah... ~_~

Help... T^T

ANYWAYS I think that's it.... a giant thank you to redheadwithbedhead and caity-devil788 whose comments actually made me feel proud of myself and gave me more confidence to write more chapters... So thank you <3

Also a big thank you to charliebrownx who is my best friend/elder sister... She's been supporting me since I even came up the idea for this book... So thank you so much char... ^_^

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I am writing chapter IX now it will be posted later on tonight

thank you everyone for reading this book... Please continue to read and support me I hope you all will continue to read my works after this book comes to an end and I start writing new books...

thank you everyone

I LOVE YOU ALL

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