The Abused and Suicidal Host {EDITED}

VIII

I let out a huff as I climbed out of my limo at school "Young master please be careful today your father was awfully angry this morning I'm worried for you when you come home" my driver says and I nod at him "I will Sakura, don't worry..." I mumble and walk away towards the school, only to be stopped just after I get in the gates.

"YANA-CHAN!!!!" I heard Mitsukuni's voice shout just as I felt him jump on my back although I didn't budge at all when he did like how Fujioka would if Mitsukuni jumped on her back, "Good morning Mitsukuni" I said just as Morinozuka walked up to us. "Yana-Chan may I ask?? Why are you wearing a jumper, its summer??" Mitsukuni asked 'SHIT!!!! I can't let them find out that I...' I thought but abruptly stop my thoughts before they went back to what I did last night...

"I got cold Mitsukuni, I get cold extremely easily, even in summer," I told him, which I wasn't lying, I do get cold easily even if it's 40 degrees out, it's almost like I don't feel the heat I'm always cold. "Oh Ok, Yana-chan!" Mitsukuni said then proceeded to jump from my shoulders and onto Morinozuka's back.

"Morning Araki" "Morning Morinozuka," I said then walked off towards my classroom. As classes finished and lunch came around I decided to skip club activities and went to my music room, when I got there I picked up my guitar and sat down and started to play and sing:

'Wake up another self inside of me,

The faint light,

Wake me up, open my eyes,

Yeah, wake me up,

This is an endless tunnel,

I have to find myself,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

Lost without light in this darkness,

I'll overcome limits,

I can't stop now,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

Wake up,

We've pressed for time,

The innocent kid has grown already,

Now I discover,

My independence in an unstable society,

I share stories with my new self,

I can't put a price on my life,

I can't switch with another person's life uh,

Our reality is,

Pain that's,

Poured and steamed in a crucible,

All I can do is,

Sing this song like crazy ye,

It may wake,

Every year's goal lane,

You ain't be late,

Run like a racehorse for myself,

Wake up another self inside of me,

The faint light,

Wake me up, open my eye's,

Yeah wake me up,

Before It's too late, I get up,

There's a quivering in my renewed heart,

Wake me up, let's shout,

Yeah wake me up,

It's putting together,

A messy puzzle one by one, game,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

Believe in myself now,

Oh, all the questions without question marks,

Thrown in my direction,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

Vive la revolution,

Be alert, this delusion has swallowed you,

In this grey city,

Polluted air and cold temperature,

Infect rotten brains and spines,

Realize the tainted truth,

It's a shell within a fractured subject,

FREE, LOVE, REAL, ILL,

Wake up another self inside of me,

The faint light,

Wake me up, open my eye's,

Yeah wake me up,

Before It's too late, I get up,

There's a quivering in my renewed heart,

Wake me up, let's shout,

Yeah wake me up,

Woo, wake me up, open my eye's,

Yeah, wake me up,

Woo, wake me up, let's shout,

Yeah, wake me up,

The senses are reviving,

I'll follow the path that's before me,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

In this renewed world,

The answer that the world wanted,

Lost its sight from desperation,

And tries to voice,

(Wake me up, Wake me up),

It may be delayed but I continue to walk,

Forget about your worries, that kind of reality,

Benefits you, butter,

Yeah, wake me up,

Now I'll reveal all of me, what,

I throw all of me into this moment,

To find the hidden truth,

Wake me up, open my eye's,

Yeah, wake me up,

Even the soul within me,

I burn all of it without a trace,

Wake me up, wake up all of me,

Yeah, wake me up,

Wake me up, wake me up,

Yeah, wake me up,

Wake me up, wake me up

Yeah, wake me up'

As the song came to end I realized that I had shed a few tears whilst singing, I put the guitar down and wiped away the tears angrily.

"Stupid Araki... you shouldn't be crying" I mumble to myself as I picked the guitar up and put it away just as the lunch bell went and it was time to go back to class, as I walked to class I knew I was going to be lectured about not showing up for club activities by Tamaki. That stupid blonde...