Average (Lesbian Story)

Chapter Nine

"Hey, Liana" I heard a voice say off to the right.

        I obviously can't catch a break. Did I honestly think that I could have just one uneventful day? Yes. Was that a stupid thing to think? Yes. I just can't believe that I forgot this guy, I mean come on. how do you forget the guy that thinks that you're your sister and asks you out on a date?

"Uh, hey Brad," I started, "listen we need to talk." I'll admit it, I am a bit nervous. I've never went out on a date, so I clearly never broke up with some one before.

"Yeah, we really do," he agreed, while motioning for me to sit down on a bench out side the school. My next class was in a portable, but I don't know if his was, so if it wasn't it would be quite creepy.

"You think so too?" I asked surprised.

" I never got your address, so unless you wanted to meet me somewhere, I can't pick you up." 

        That's not what I was expecting, after the tone he used to tell me he also needed to talk to him. I felt bad about this whole situation, not only had I lied to him about who I am, and agree to go out with him as this person, but I forgot about him too. However the worst part of it all is that I don't even like guys, so on the off chance he forgave me for lying to him, I still have to tell him he was the wrong gender, that he had absolutely no chance with me.

"Um, well you see..." I trailed off.

"You don't want to go out with me do you" he asked with a bit too much disappointment in his voice for only holding one other conversation with me ever before.

"Yeah, but I'm not that good of a person, so you're actually lucking out." I told him trying to cheer him up, and smile, but it seems that I had failed miserably at both tasks at hand.

        "Liana, you don't have to try to make me feel better. I get it, you don't like me. I'll be fine, so you have to try to make yourself sound like a bad person," Brad said, not meeting my eyes.

        "No, really, I'm a horrible person. I lied to you, I to you I was Liana. I'm not. My name is Samantha, Liana is my sister, or twin to be exact," I confessed, hoping that maybe the realization that I had lied to him, would make him mad, because in all honesty I'd rather him be mad at me than, be sad.

"You lied?"  he sniffled.

"Yup, so don't worry about me."

"I don't care, we could start over than?" he responded all to eager.

"Brad......" I whispered. " I don't," I paused, " I don't really like guys." I looked up at him and gave him a weak smile.

"What?"

Here we go again.

        "Yeah, you deserved to know, it just not fair to keep it from you. It's not your fault, at all. I don't know why I said yes to you, probably because I wasn't even close to being out, and I craved affection. Look I really hope you don't hate me, but I would understand if you did, and I would really like to be friends with you. Unless you kind of never want to see my face again, because that would make it really hard for us to obtain any relationship at all, except for the one where were enemies. Even then I think we'd need to see each other though because, when I hate someone and I do, have, or am something better than them, I'd like to rub it all over and in their face," I said, causing him to laugh and nod his head.

" I'd really like to be your friend Samantha," Brad told me, still smiling at the bad joke I had made moments ago.

"Awesome, I really like having friends so, that works out. " I joked causing him to chuckle once more. " So, friend, why don't we go to class?"