Whats A Soulmate? (Camren)

"I Need....."

[Camila]

It's been 3 months and we are finally getting the last bit of furniture moved into our new house. Lauren and I agreed with the girls that we would move to Miami where the four of us would live together. Obviously the girls were very happy to have all of us under the same roof, as well as our families who both stayed in Miami this whole time were glad to welcome Amelia and myself back to our hometown.

"Laur, the moving truck will be here between 2-4pm with the equipment for the studio. Don't fall asleep and miss them cause then we'll have to wait another week." I yell from the kitchen hoping she got all of it.

"Ugh those stupid deliveries never get here at an exact time so instead they give you a two hour fucking window....what if I had made plans?" She says with her annoyed tone walking into the kitchen and taking an orange slice I was currently cutting up.

"Well....they call you 30 min before they get here to give you a heads up they are on the way. So if you did have plans-" I begin but she starts giggling cutting me off.

"I'm teasing you Camz, I told you I'm here all day to help. PLUS I need to catch up on Game of Thrones so I'll be home all weekend!" She smiles as she bites into the fruit in her hand, while grinning like a little girl.

I chuckle and gently push her away from the fruit she keeps picking at "Laur, those are for the girls later today after we get back. Speaking of which, where are your daughters?"

"They should be in the yard" she says as she looks out the french doors "Lia, Em, come inside."She says loud enough for the girls to hear. Shortly after we hear the girls laughing as they come into the kitchen.

''Mommy, can we stop at the book store after we get the groceries. I want to pick up the Game of Thrones books before I watch the show." Amelia asks and I look over at Lauren's grin which has grown wider since Amelia said the words book store. "She is definitely your daughter." I say to Lauren "Yes she is!" Lauren says as she wraps Lia up in her arms. "Love you babe" Lauren says as she plants a kiss on the top of her head and hands her some cash for the books. "Thanks Mama!" Amelia beams.

"Alright girls, say bye to Mama we're going to the store." I say looking for my phone "Bye Mama" the girls say in unison. "Bye babes. Be good for Mommy." Lauren says as she stands at the doorway of the kitchen waving my phone in her hand. "Don't forget this Camz." She smirks....that damn smirk. I blush slightly. "Thanks." I says as I usher the girls out of the house and we are off.

It's been three months since Amelia and I came back to Miami, but it's been five months since we; as in Lauren and I had our.....confusing conversation back in LA. Before her and Lucy broke up, which hasn't been easy for Lauren to get over. She was really upset over hurting her and as a result hasn't tried anything with me...like at all. I wasn't expecting her to jump into anything me right away anyway, that's not what I want. I want us to build our romantic relationship again like we use to. But for some reason I kind of expected a bit more..well actually more like anything rather than nothing at all. These past few days have been a bit different though, she's flirting a bit and teasing more which I can't help but blush like a freaking teenager every time it happens but I just can't help it. She's been my friend,my crush, my first, my love, my wife. She's been the love of my life for as long as I can remember and when she wasn't...... I could never see myself with anyone other than her, and nobody ever came close to making me feel like she ever did- does. I think we can get back to how we use to be..but better. I can see us being better for each other. Being better for them; our girls.