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twenty four

JUNGKOOK

"See, I told you, she is not your destiny." 

The old trees, with wrinkles on their bumpy skin, hair spreaded all over the park. They were huge, tall and enormous, surrounded the park and acted as a wall, protecting the see-saws, the swings and the slides.

I once came here when I was young and there were lots of kids here. The park filled with happiness, delightedness, and the laughter of them. But right now, which is already 11pm, I was lonely here. Setting the location here became useless and it seemed to intensify my emotions.

"...." I was speechless at the moment.

"Don't tell me you're still liking her. She was engaged...." Jimin said, wanted to let me know that it's impossible to get her back again.

"Jimin, I---"

"...and she has a child."

His word hit me real hard. I clutched my hands and my nails were almost sink into the skin of my palm. Surprisingly, I didn't feel any pain physically, at all...but I felt pain emotionally.

"I know, I know...." I barely opened my mouth and spoke, "but that hurts. I've been waiting for her for 3 years, but she forgot everything and married to the so-called Tae something guy."

The sudden wind was blown and causing the leaves to have more interactions between each other. Like those dead leaves there that had fallen and were flying, my heart was collapsing without strength.

"So that's why you have to give up now. It's a lot better than prolong the agony," Jimin said while placing his small, chubby hand on my back carassed me.

"I will try, to forget about her."

"Better be. It's for the sake of you, not mine nor hers," Jimin said, knowing that I was a complete idiot when it comes to love.

I never felt this bad in my life before. Probably because I was so used to be loved by everyone instead of loving others, concerning about them.

"And if you are not comfortable with my words, I'm sorry, for being straightfoward...." he said while shrugging.

"I never blame you, Jimin. You are the closest friend to me, of course I understand," I went on..

"...it's just that, everything seems untrue."

Jimin patted again on my back, but I smiled reluctantly, "uh....i'm okay."

But little did I knew, the liquid filled up my eyes and not being able to hole it anymore, finally it streamed down, leaving traces of tear stains behind.

Jimin, who was still patting on my back, stayed beside me silently, making me feel a lot safer. But well...I'm not gay.

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I went back to my home. It was already evening and the sun is going to take a break. The sunlight isn't strong enough so my house was dark, filled with silence.

Jimin didn't manage to accompany me home because he had some family issues to settle. And yes, I was all alone now.

"Urgh..." I groaned and switched on the lights.

I turned the door knob and entered my room. Putting everything on my hands down, I plopped onto my bed and lied like a dead fish. I'm so done with this.

My eyes trailing around, not feeling like going to sleep. The paper on the table. A piece of paper that my mother had forced me to fill in, the Affidavit of Eligibility for Marriage.

The bride section was filled in, showing how desperate Eunji was to marry me. I scoffed and took a pen, and filled in the bridegroom section. I was insane.

After filling in, I reached to my phone and called.

"Mum--"

"Stop, don't say anything before I speak. Okay so if you are going to reject this marriage, obviously I won't let you go like this. If you're still insisting, I will be cancelling the credit cards and cut out the money source from you. Think properly, and you may speak now."

What she said wasn't surprised at all. It was all expected from her. But what so unexpected is....

"Listen, I filled up the marriage certificate. Eunji and I can go to local district office by anytime, I don't mind," I said reluctantly.

There was a pause from the other side of the call, probably because it was shocking to hear that from me.

"W-What? I thought....uhh nevermind. So you are ready, right? Great, I will tell Eunji's parents soon. You could've been doing that earlier, instead of creating all the chaos....." she hung off the phone call.

I brought my phone to the table, not knowing whether I should be happy or not. Yes, it's definitely not my intention to accept this marriage, nor willing to marry Eunji. Since Yoonra is married and has a son, I thought it would be interesting if I marry Eunji.

An evil smile crept on my face and I scoffed. Yoonra, my love is not over, and the game is not over yet.

But is this really good for me?

[A/N] im so proud of our boys♡ #BTSBBMAs