The Werecats Mate

Chapter 12

I lay down on the bed, feeling as though I wanted to die for upsetting my mate, as he walked out the room, and went who knows where.

SAMAEL'S P.O.V.

I was trying my hardest to hold my anger down, and only let a little of the sadness get through our bond, but I was really struggling. It upset me that I was angry at my mate, but seeing her treat her dad like that felt like someone had poured salt into the wounds already covering my heart. My father and I were always very close and if anyone had spoken to him, like she had hers, I would have killed them on the spot. And her saying that to him, with him already looking so broken, do wolves not realize how important a bond like family is? I went to the only place that I knew would help to calm me down, the torture chambers. I entered the cell of the first creature who didn't look to be on the verge of death. This one happened to be a vampire, under Vladimir's employ.

I slowly stalked over to him feeling my anger bubble up to the surface, I allowed my claws to grow with it, once he became aware of my presence, the repulsive creature began tugging on its chains, tears welling up in its eyes, the fear radiating from it, only fuelling my blood lust. I roughly shoved him against the wall, and dug my claws deep into the flesh between his  neck and shoulder. The smell of blood nearly drove my dragon into a frenzy, I held him there, glaring into his eyes, burning into whatever tattered bit of a soul the creature had left.

"I will give you but one chance, and you better not lie to me because as I'm sure you can tell, I've had a bit of a day, friend. I would like to know where our mutual pal ol' Vlad is, won't you tell me?" I let my dragon slip through a bit, it was a lot darker than I was, and I knew he could get the info out of him.

"I-I'm not telling you anything." He replied, his face now taking on a serious appearance.
I harshly removed my claws, making sure to cause even more damage on the way out, and licked them a bit, being a dragon, I could relate to these creatures, at least when it came to blood lust, my dragon, being as powerful as it is, meant that my blood lust was nearly insatiable, my father taught me how to hold it down, but I still have to let my demons play sometimes. I looked at the creature for all of about five seconds, before in an instant, I slit his throat, leaving him gurgling and gasping for air.

"Now, is that any way to treat your host? You are in my house, you know, tell ya what, I'll forgive your rudeness, and even give you some of my blood to heal you, for vlad's location, deal?"

The sentence barely even left my mouth before he began violently shaking his head yes, I cut my wrist with my claws, and held it up to his mouth, once I saw his wound beginning to heal, I removed it from his mouth, don't want him to get enough blood in his system to break out of here.

He coughed a few times, probably from the feeling of his throat healing so quickly, and replied, "he's staying in the castle, at blood moon coven, he, he'll kill you though, he's gotten, more powerful, since last time." As soon as he finished his sentence, he went into another coughing fit.

"Thanks, now, you can die as not only a vile, hideous creature, but also a traitor to your own kind." I stated menacingly right in his face, so I could see every ounce of fear the creature held in its soul. I ripped it's heart right out of its chest, and watched as the light drained from its eyes, as it's skin turned a sickly grey, as well as its eyes. I felt good, but oddly enough, I also felt a tinge of pain, at taking a life, I had never felt that way before, it was always so easy from where I am a dragon. I dropped his heart, and licked my claws again, as I turned to leave, but to my surprise, the last person I would ever want to see in this place, had seen what I just did, with tears streaming down her face, her mouth, slightly agape.

"S-Sasha, I..." I couldn't think of anything I could say, to calm her down, she was scared, terrified even, of, me... Looking at her, just standing there, seemingly afraid to even move, made me feel as though white hot daggers were digging into my heart.

"W-why, did you, why kill him?" She mumbled, I barely even heard her, she spoke so cautiously and soft.

"S-Sasha..." I couldn't find any words, all I knew at that moment, is that my mate was scared of me, I slowly walked towards her, cautiously reaching my hand out to her, and she stepped back out of fear, that's when I realized my claws were still extended, and covered in blood.

"I-I'm sorry, I need to be alone for, a while." Was her response, she ran out of the torture chamber, I felt the fear still radiating off her, it felt like someone pulling me to the ground, I stood in place, feeling my knees weaken, and then, collapsing to the floor. All I could do was cry, I was so terrified she was going to leave, and not come back, sobs raked my entire body, I couldn't believe that I was enough of a monster to scare my own mate. I punched the floor, trying to alleviate some of the agony, but to no avail, the floor around my fist broke, chipping some of the concrete floor. The agony and sheer rage was suffocating me, I felt as though I couldn't breathe, like someone was strangling the life out of me, darkness threatened to over take me, and I let it.

I awoke some time later, laying face down on the floor, feeling as though my entire body was on fire, the only thing I could think of, was Sasha. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me, to a human, I would have been nothing but a blur. I followed her scent, she, left... She wasn't in the castle, I changed into my dragon, and flew through the night skies, letting all the pain of scaring her wash over me, I followed her scent to a forest near the castle. I descended, I didn't even bother landing before shifting back into my human form. As soon as i landed, i threw on some shorts, and frantically ran through the forest, hearing my heart pounding in my ears, I couldn't stand being away from her any longer, I simply had to have her. I found her sitting in front of a waterfall, her face in her hands, and I could feel the sadness emanating from her, causing my heart to break all over again.

"Sasha." I whispered under my breath, I slowly walked over to her, feeling as though I were in a trance, I no longer had control of my feet. I was right behind her, when I fell to my knees, and wrapped her up in my arms, and began crying again. "S-Sasha, I, I'm so sorry, I never meant to scare you, I lost control."

"Sam, I, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ran off like that, are, you angry?"

"Of course not, I was just terrified, you were going to leave, and, not come back... I, I can't live without you, Sasha."

"I can't live without you either, it's just, you were, so dark... I felt your pleasure at killing him through our bond, and, it scared me, I, I didn't know you were like that."