Schizophrenia //h.s/NOT CONTINUTED

Chapter 4

{{Written by Love_God2( A.K.A Karen...me) }}

I open my eyes and look up to see Louis talking on the phone with someone. I can't hear anything he is saying, all I can hear is the thumping that pounds in my head. He seems to be screaming and I see him panic. He sees me wake up and hangs up the phone,going towards me. He opens his mouth and says something but I can't hear him. I shake my head and hope the pounding will stop. I start hearing his voice again ,once I have shook my head around and brought my senses back to life.

"Harry ! Oh my god ,Harry I was so worried. I tried waking you up but you were like passed out or something and I called the doctor and I even called your parents and I was so worried and ,and-" He says and rambles as he breaks down. It hurts me to see my best friend cry so much. Lately he has been crying and worrying about me but I don't know why. I bring Louis into my arms and look behind him seeing the empty hallway. I then see Jess standing there ,looking at me and Louis. I gasp and tell Louis what I see,maybe then he will believe me when I say she is still here. He turns around and looks at the hallway.

"Harry,there's no one there." He says, shaking a bit. His voice is almost audible.

I look behind him and still see her . She is standing there holding my car keys, then I hear her.

"Harry let's go" She says. I stare at her confused while I see Louis standing up and walking towards her.

"Where?" I ask.

"What? Harry, you're freaking me out." Louis says standing next to Jess.

"Oh um Jess asked me to go somewhere. " I say. I feel a bit hesitant on going because she had already asked me to go somewhere with her and then I couldn't find her. Then those terrible visions came to my eyes. I feel my heart beat faster as Jess walks closer to me and smiles at me. "Come on Harry, let's go" She says, still holding my keys.

I stand and walk with her to the front door. "Harry? Harry, where are you going? " Louis says.

I completely forgot he was here, maybe I should invite him to come with Jess and I.

"Harry, look around you. What do you see." Louis asks ,walking closer to me. He narrows his eyes on me and he looks serious,which nerves me a bit because Louis has never really looked as serious and worried as he does now.I look around and see my house, my memories. I look behind me and see Jess, still there, and I'm pretty sure I blinked. Maybe she is here to stay ! I turn to Louis and answer,

"I see Jess" I tell him. His eyes widen and he gasps a bit.

"Harry try hugging her." He says a bit shakily. I turn back to where Jess was and see her no longer there.

"You scared her ! " I yell at Louis. She left because of Louis,great.

"No Harry , I don't think that's the case. Come on , we're going somewhere" He says. I see him gather his things and he walks out to the street to his car. I follow behind him and flinch a bit at the bright sun. It has been a while since I have gone out but Louis probably wants to have fun so me being the awesome friend I am , I'll go.

"Um Harry, you can sleep if you want. But before you do answer some questions for me. " He says .

"Okay"

"When you see Jess , does anything weird happen, has any like I don't know Paranormal things have happened? " He asks. I think about this question for a while, nothing ever happens when I see Jess.Why would anything paranormal happen? It's not like she is a ghost. I think about paranormal activity and realize that nothing like that has happened. I wonder why Louis is asking this.

"No, nothing happens. I just see her and we may talk or she is just doing her hair or makeup like she used to. She may be reading ,or listening to music. She is just doing what she normally would." I say, sighing remembering all the little things she did that made her , her. The way she would bite her lip while reading and her eyes would widen when something happens that excites her. The way she would gasp and put the book down in either fury, or sadness at something that happened in the book. The way she told me what happened and her opinion about it and when she talked about it how she had a sparkle in her eye that made her looks amazingly beautiful. The way she would sing in the shower and when I told her how amazing she sounded the way her cheeks would turn pink and it would make me so proud to be able to make her blush. I remember her friends telling me how Jess didn't blush and it was almost impossible to make her turn pink but any little compliment I gave her either had her smiling like crazy or turn the tiniest bit of pink. The way she would always say she would be the most amazing dancer and be famous for it. She would share her dreams,goals,and feeling with me and I would always listen.

These memories make me feel empty once again. I feel my heart drop to my stomach but at the same time the way my chest aches is unreal. It feels like something inside my chest keeps pounding on my heart and the pain I feel is worse that the pain I would feel if I were to get shot. The lump in my throat is so big that I could choke.

"She's not a ghost then." I hear Louis mutter to himself. A ghost ? Who? I decide to stop thinking about Jess and go to sleep like Louis had said.

When I awake I sit up in the car and see Louis park the car.

"Louis where are we?" I ask , my voice deep from just waking up. I look out the window and see the one building I hate most.

I run after the men who rush Jess into the emergency room.

"Hurry! She's loosing a lot of blood!"

"Jess!" I cry out

"Don't leave" I almost whisper

She opens her mouth a bit and a tear escapes her eyes. She mouthes I love you and before the terrible beeping noise sounds , she whispers

"Harry"

Louis voice brings me back to life.

"We're at the hospital. "

[[ Hi Guys ! Again, thank you so much for 1.3K !

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