Schizophrenia //h.s/NOT CONTINUTED

Chapter 9

Ok first of all I'm so sorry for not updating. I'm grounded but I am doing the best I can :(

Sorry it's kinda short , Enjoy!

Harry's POV

I thank the nurse as she puts down the tray of food in front of me. Louis is talking to the doctor again and I decide to just let them be. If it was something worth knowing Louis would tell me. I bite into my toast as Louis enters the room. I nod at him and he nods back as I continue eating.

"Alright Harry, today we will just be hanging out a bit and the doctor said you may be able to leave soon. There is one thing I want you to do. Whenever you see or hear Jess I want you to tell me. You now know that she isn't real ." I try to not say anything because even though I know that ,it is still hard to accept it. I swallow and Louis continues to talk.

"Since you know she isn't real you must tell me so that I can know how much she appears to you. Also tell me everything she tells you! Don't leave anything out , the doctor and I will try to figure out a way to help you." I hate when he says that. It makes me feel crazy. I nod and keep eating.

He sighs and just stares at me eat. I start to get a bit uncomfortable and look at him.

"Is there anything I can help you with?" I ask. He laughs and shakes his head.

"No , I just want to make sure you're ok since this whole thing is so crazy." He says.

"Louis, it's really nice of you to care so much but you don't have to stare at me all the time. When something happens I'll tell you." I tell him. He smiles and sighs ,getting up and clapping his hands together.

"Alright well I really need to pee . I'll be back and don't you dare touch my phone. I'm leaving it here and you better not take selfies again in it. Last time you did that I was scared to death ! Jeez , you need some serious filters. " He teases.

"Hey ! I'm beautiful and you know it." I laugh. He rolls his eyes and walks away.

Oh well. I'll enjoy my time alone. Maybe I should go through his phone . Dear god those selfies were perfect. I should go through his messages !

"Harry don't do that." I hear a voice say. I freeze and close my eyes.

She's fake. She's not really here. She's not here. She's not here.

"Well if you can see and hear me then maybe I am here." She says standing up from the chair that Louis was once sat in.

NO . She isn't real. She isn't here ! It's just my mind playing with me. She's not real !

I feel tears in my eyes and she comes even closer to me.

"No , don't come any closer. Back away. I know you aren't real. You're like a ghost ! GO

AWAY !" I yell. She frowns and backs away a bit.

"Why are you mad at me Harry?" She says in a whisper and still has the frown on her beautiful face. My heart breaks when I hear her voice . She is upset and I'm making her upset. I should be hugging her and kissing her. Not rejecting her.

Wait no. Louis! I need to call him !

"Louis !" I yell. She comes closer and starts to tear up.

"No go away !" I yell.

"Harry !" She screams while crying

"Harry!" She screams even louder and it sounds like she is being tortured.

"No ! Stop!" I yell and cover my ears.

"Harry ! Harry help me !" She yell so loud that I wonder how no one has heard her. She is sobbing and has her hands on each side of her head. Screaming and crying. It's the worst sound I have ever heard