breathe • shitposts #1

FNL - lower case aesthetic ruINeD

ugh my school has this theatre thing called friday night live and it's a bunch of skits and is completely student directed produced and crewed which sounds pretty good and all and i actually do enjoy it its just that i signed up for run crew and it's kind of shitty bc all the upperclassman are really ... idk im just vv annoyed by them and id rather be acting or like in the sound booth but anyway the audience tonight is laughing incredibly loudly at every mildly funny line and it's hard to think i have a huge headache okay um also the big thing did not happen bc i fell asleep and also i just kind of lack the courage but anyway it's chill the thing will still happen but like not now it's good it's fine okay sorry for this stream of consciousness im half awake and full of crippling dysphoria and a desire for food but im stuck backstage so this is my only outlet ughhh anyway see ya later (this might be long enough to avoid the warning from wattpad saying my story is too short win) (update: dammit it still gave me the warning i want death!!)