Please Don't Go

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YN's P.O.V.

After sleeping all day and getting nothing done, I was still drained from the rough patch I was experiencing in my relationship. At 16 people always try to convince you that the person you care about ain't shit or has multiple other girls that you should be keeping an eye out for. You ignore them, but in he back of your mind you have a feeling it could be true.

I looked at my phone. No messages or missed calls from Diggy.  I took a deep breath realizing we might actually be done, and can't turn back from this.

In this case, Diggy was a gem, and I cheated on him.

I was at a party drinking with my friends, saw my ex and one thing led to another before we ended up sleeping together. Waking up the next morning I hugged my ex's waist tightly and kissed his back. To my surprise, it wasn't Diggy. Right there my heart broke, because I knew when I told him this his was going to shatter into his chest.

Have you ever been cheated on? Left for someone else? Left behind for no reason? It feels like the worlds ending. Depression sets in, you try to be okay but your mind is constantly on your other half, you cry in private, you sometimes sugarcoat the situation to other people so they don't know your relationship is in the toilet. It's like lying to your heart. You're in love but not with someone- that can tear you apart.

The doorbell rung. I was home alone. My parents went the grocery store and Diggy was coming to get the rest of his stuff.

I quickly got up and brushed my hair into a neat ponytail. I already had on a pretty cute outfit that I had slept in so I looked decent.

I jogged down the steps and swung open the door. Diggy cleared his throat and looked at the ground.

Diggy-How are you? He said quietly.

YN-Missing you. I said while biting my lip trying to keep my tears in.

Diggy-I-i just came to g-

I cut him off before he could finish.

YN-You just came to get your stuff, I know.

I held the door open wider so he could come in and go get his stuff from my room.

He jogged up the steps and I followed behind him.

He gathered his things from around the room as I leaned against the wall and watched with tears rolling down my eyes.

Diggy-That's everything. He said while grabbing a hoodie off the floor and getting ready to leave.

YN-Baby... I said while looking down.

He hugged me tightly while we rocked back and forth.

Diggy kissed my forehead before brushing past me.

YN-Please, don't go, we can fix it, baby.

Diggy-Nah we can't. I trusted you.

I grabbed his arm tightly and pulled on it as he pushed himself away from me.

YN-Bab-baby pleaseeeee. I pleaded while crouching down to the floor and crying even harder.

Diggy just looked down at the floor and walked out the front door.

I shook my head and cried like a baby on the floor until I heard my parents pull up. I didn't want them to see me like this, nor did I feel like answering their questions so I quickly scurried to my room, plugged my headphones in, and laid there.

Heartbreak sucks.

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For anyone dealing with a struggling time with love or even just liking someone, be strong! It's hard but you can move past anything. The universe wouldn't give you anything you couldn't handle.

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