Verging

Chapter 10

   It's been day and Michael hasn't even texted me. I still don't know where his room is or if he even lives here.Jennifer has also been acting weird lately. She's been looking at me with a disgust in her face. I mean I haven't done anything bad except kiss her son, but she doesn't know does she ? Well she's also been drinking and is constantly is going out of the house to buy more liquor. Her and Ben have been fighting, I've seen Ben a couple of time, but everytime I see him he smiles not a sweet smile but a sick smile. The idea went thru my head that they were fighting because of me but I barely even leave my room what could I possibly done wrong this time.

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      It was late at night maybe 3 A.M and I heard my bedroom door open. I thought it was Michael so I turned on the lamp to tell him I was angry for leaving me alone for 5 days. To my surprise I find Ben; drunk. I was surprised what is he doing here ? He was still standing in front of my closed door and I heard him lock it. I just turned my head and looked straight ahead to a wall with a plasma T.V that had never been turned on since I got here. He walked closer and licked his lips. I stiffened and I couldn't move I was terrified if I screamed no one can hear me so I tried to run for the door. Ben stretched his arms and stopped me from running. I am terrified and who knew what could happen next.

"Please let me go" I said panicing

"Oh no hun. I've been looking at you and your very pretty." he smiled his wicked smile.

"please -"

"Madeleine I'm not letting you go your staying with me tonight wether you like it or not !" he yelled and slapped me and I fell on the bed. This could be my move so I quickly tried to move to the other side of the bed and make another run for it. I was stoped by a hard pull in my hair and pulling me back and making me scream. Tears ran down my eyes and I tried to scream again but he put his hand on my lips and covered it harder than he should of and turning me back around to face him. While turning me around I felt my nose crack, he didn't break it but I could feel the blood running down my nose. I was now facing him and he opened my legs with the other hand while one was still covering my mouth.

"HELP !!!" I yelled immediately when he uncovered my mouth to take off his pants.

"No one is here, sexy" the words slured out of his mouth and I could smell the alcohol. He was now naked and pinned my down and all I felt was a needle go into my arm. I started getting dizzy and tired. I wasn't going to let him win this, but as much as I tried to move I couldn't. I was paralyzed but I wasn't asleep. I see him start taking my clothes off and I murmured stop multiple times but he never listened. After he took them off he slid on a condom. I feel him putting his privacy inside me and I felt the tears running down my eyes. The only times I've had "sex" wasn't by my choice. It was always by the choice of men and it hurt mentally and physically. I could here him moan and say disgusting thinks. He pounded in me hard and it didn't feel good not by him, not by anyone I've had inside me. With one last pound he reached his climax. He reached down and grabbed my head, as much as I wanted to move and run I couldn't and I cried even more.

"Don't tell me you didn't like it, because I did and I want to do it again sometime. Just tell me when." He said giving me a sick smile and kissing my lips roughly and sloppy. His lips traveled down my neck and I wasn't expecting him to expect me to have a good response to the malicious thing's he was doing. He got up with an angry face.

"You don't like it huh bitch" he yelled and all I gave him in response was a blink and a tear.He realised that I don't like him and what he has done to me. All of a sudden I feel his fist on my face and I couldn't move to stop it. He had punched me multiple time now and I was sure I had a worst nose, bruised cheek, and a black eye. He was really angry but what could I do about it ? Nothing because your a whore and no one will ever love you the voice in my head said. He opens the door and leaves slamming it behind him after he is satisfied by what he had done. I am left laying in my bed naked, beat up and screaming for help inside of me and because my paralyzed body wasn't doing what my brain was signaling for it to do.