Verging

Chapter 13

Michael's POV

I arrived to the house where I live and the rest of the boys do to. I had been sleeping home since the night I met Madeleine. I left after my mom almost walked in on us making out. When I arrived Ashton had left with Calum, and it was just me and Luke.

"Hey Michael why are you home aren't you supposed to-"

"No Luke I ended it" I angrily cut him off. He looked at me studying my face, he was always so good at finding shit I didn't want to tell him yet.

"You know I see it, what happened ?" he answered after studying me. We all knew eachother to well.

"Luke the brain tumor is cancerous and I'm dying." I answered quietly and looking at a wall not wanting to make eye contact. His mouth dropped open, a worried and sad look hit his face and I knew it hurt him.

"What- Michael I-" he was cut off by him breathing heavily and angrily crying. I walked over to the sofa where he was sitting with his head on his hands. I sat down next to him and just sat there not knowing what to do.

"Luke don't worry man it's going to be fine." I said and wrapped an arm around his broad shoulders.

"No it isn't Michael we all love you and we don't want to let you go you're our brother" he said still crying. All of a sudden I hear the door open and Calum literally ran to me and just hugged me he was also crying I just figured Ashton told him. I glanced at Ash and he was just looking at me with puffy red eyes and a runny nose. It hit me, I was loved by these three boys I've known for most of my life. They were having a difficult time too it wasn't just me. Ash came and sat on the sofa and just started to cry again. I began to cry, it was four grown men in a house crying. We sat there hugging eachother. After 20 minutes of just being depressed and sad, Calum spoke up.

"Okay guys we need to promise the rest of the time we have together we are just going to live." He tried smiling and bringing up the mood which I thanks him but I just couldn't leave Madeleine like that. I am so confused, I leave her but I want her.

"What happened with Madeleine, why aren't you with her?" Ashton asked.

"Um I- well I ended it. We can't have this, I can't hurt her again after you know I die."

"What the fuck Michael !" Luke said loudly

"You ended it and your going to let her go back to Ben's house again what if he does the same think to her you idiot !" Calum said getting angry at my actions.

"Fucking shit I didn't think it like that I'm so selfish" I said realising that I've only been thinking about me and not what she has to face when she goes back to that hell hole. I got up, ignored whatever the guys had said and left heading towards the hospital.

Madeleine's POV

I woke up after sleeping from the fight I had with Michael earlier today. I was alone in the room alone and tired I just couldn't take it anymore way to much has been going in these past few days, more like a week. Taking me out of my thoughts Michael runs in. I was about to tell him to leave but he just spits the truth out, something I did not expect.

"Babe, I'm so sorry look I do love you more that anything and I've denied it because I don't want to hurt you when I die. I have a cancerous brain tumor and I'm dying there's nothing left to do and if we had fallen deeper in love it would of hurt you more and- Honestly I just want to be with you." When he finished he was searching for breath. I was left speechless my angel was dying. Once again I began to cry, I do want him I love him more than anything but he was dying. He had also been crying his eyes are puffy and red. He ran to me and sat down holding me in his arms.

"Babe please we can make it. Please say yes and be with me, let's love eachother and let's not let this illness stop us I've suffered the past few days and I can't handle it anymore please Madeleine just lets live and love." his desperate voice said to me, I just couldn't accept the fact he was dying. After half an hour of hugging and me crying in his arms I answered his question well more like a beg.

"Michael I love you and this is really new to me, but I love you enough to go thru this with you. We can make it I promise. We will live more than anyone has ever lived and we will love. We will love more than anything in this world." I said trying to smile. He smiled and his beautiful red lips hit mine and we kissed. He held my bottom lip in his mouth and I his top one.His tongue gently gazed over my bottom lip begging for entrance to my mouth. Once I gave him permission he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him, I wrapped my arms around his nech and my hands tugged his hair gently and without knowing he let out a soft moan. I giggled and he gently laughed at his action.

"I love you" I said touching foreheads.

"I love you" he said kissing my nose. I then pecked his lips and we broke out into laughter. For once these past few days I felt alive and loved.