"Calum I know it sounds stupid and you probably won't believe me, but sadness and depressive thoughts crawl and mess with my head. It really hurts like it's actually painful. Just the thought that Michael, my angel my heaven he's the only person in this world that can help me and sooth my soul is leaving maybe not now but when he leaves we know he's not coming back and it's silently and slowly killing me" Trying to hold back my tears I say not much louder than Calums voice. He wraps his muscular arms around me and rests his chin ontop of my head while I snuggle in his chest. My eyes couldn't hold my tears back and I cried. I cried and couldn't stop. My head was trying to win a war of thoughts, while knowing the only person who could help me win it is Michael.
"Maddie I really do know how it feels and I just want to tell you that it's also killing me and I know you have gone thru help and I hope you've made your way back with Michael and us as friends, but if you went thru all of that we can go thru this trust me I will always be here for you. You are like a new sister to me and I love you and everything will get so much better but for now live. Go live your life with Michael, go play with him and please unhook him from that damn control." He say lightening up the mood and making me giggle.I take a deep breathe and I thank Calum for his help and I make my way to the living room.
I walk towards Michael and he acknowledges me and I smile. He opens his legs and pats to the empty space between them for me to sit down. I sit and snuggle in his chest and wrap my arms around his waist and I just take in the loving moment that is being made.
"I love you" He whispers into my ear and kissing my cheek.
"I love you Michael Clifford." I say back smiling into his chest.
"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN PIZZA" He screams out and we burst into laughter afterwards. He leans his head down to mine and kisses my face countless time, his scruffy beard scrapes my skin and I giggle. I grab his cheeks in my hands and kiss his lips. I wrap my arms around hid neck and cuddle in the crook of his head. I kiss his cheek and cuddle again with my legs around his waist, arms around his neck, head his his neck and fall to sleep while Michael goes back to his videogames.
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FanfictionThe first few years of life were tears of not understanding and loneliness. Then anger and hatred towards everything and everyone, but what made her this way, was it the life she had before or the new life she has now. Will someone come into her lif...
