Twenty-eight

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Calum's pov

He's still pretty even though he's crying right now.

"I'm sorry cal if lexy hurts you so much untill you should think twice about loving me." I should be the one to say sorry.

"Lets just go home." He pulled away, calming himself by taking a breath. I have realized that he talked about his twin, how'd he know about this? And suddenly I shed a tear too. So I hug him again but he didn't hug me back.

"Is it a revenge for my twin? She hurted you and you hurted me so she can feel it too because we're twins?" I feel so small when I hear the high of his tone.

"Oh god no, luke please hear me out." I grab his shoulder, turning his body to face me. The tears that falls from his eyes has stopped earlier but they're back.

"Why are you doing this to me then?" I can't answer that.

"Calum, I'm luke okay? I just want to make you feel my love cal, I just want you to be happy!" He shouted.

"I know you were in pain, I could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love calum. How could you think I was gonna hurt you huh?" I hug him tighter.

"Baby I'm not made of stone, it hurts like hell." Baby.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I hurted you badly. I'm sorry I made you cry thousand times. I'm sorry about my anxiety that makes me think you're gonna hurt me sooner."

"I did tell you that I didn't love you because I think that strange feeling when you call me honey isn't love. I keep pretending that I didn't love you. I distance myself from you by being harsh to you, but here I am lukey, being completely in love with you." Like finally.

"I was practising this with alex earlier about confessing my feelings for you." He hides his face on my chest quickly, I know he's blushing now.

"I just want to be the person you're scared to lose cal." He mumbled against my chest while I'm smiling to myself.

"Believe me or not, you already are lukey. I couldn't even stand that red-haired guy friend of yours ruffling your hair and looked at you fondly." He looked up at me.

"So you're really jealous that day?" He asked, grinning right after.

"Yeah to be honest, I don't know if I was jealous back then because I thought I didn't love you but the thought of you with him, keeps bothering my mind." He hugged me again.

"Michael was right then." He mumbled to my neck now.

"About what?" Why I always annoyed everytime he mentioned that name.

"About you being jealous, please don't change I haven't fixed my broked heart that now turned into tiny little pieces." He didn't want to loosen his grip on me.

"This is the last time I won't hurt you anymore." I kiss his forehead, messing his hair. I bring his face to mine and press my lips to his.

"I love you lukey." I mumble through his lips.

I can feel he cracks a smile even though I close my eyes.

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