Chapter 16

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Sam's POV

I woke up on the edge of the bed breathing hard. I was having a shitty start to my day and honesty don't know why. I mean sometimes I just wake up and feel like shit in till I use again. I haven't done it in a while but I need it now. I guess I can thank Bailey for me not using in a while because I've been spending a lot of time with her and she makes me happy. Every time I see her, I can't help but feel so happy and I haven't felt that in long time. I don't think I would be alive without her because before we met, I would use every day and night. I probably would have end up in jail or even worse. I shivered at the thought then stopped to see if I woke up Bales. I stared at her magnificent face and smiled. She was so beautiful with her soft olive skin that sparkled when she is asleep, kinda like a angel. My angel that was sent to save me. But if I use there will be a chance that I could got caught and that is something I can't do to her. I can't make the same mistake like last year. It only makes trouble for me and others but when you been doing it for so long you can't help but do it again. Finally, I got up and tried not to think about it by pacing. This usually helps me think about my problems or forget them. I grabbed my phone and sighed. I couldn't help that I needed it but I also needed more Bailey. I was about to set it back down but it ringed. I covered it with my hand and looked back at Bailey. She was still asleep so I answered.

"Hello?" I whispered in a bedroom voice.

"Hey my shitty friend who hasn't seen me in a long time!" Jack said in his Spanish accent.

"Hey I'm glad you called.........I need to see you."

"Why, You need? Man aren't you suppose to be clean?"

"Look, I know but I'm dieing without it."

"Your going to die because of it and you member last year? And what about your girl now? You fucking want a repeat?"

"Yeah I know it's bad and it will hurt her to know but I can't help it."

"Man I don't like this idea dude, I mean you know if she ever found out....she would be dead, right?"

"What about that time in London?"

"Ahhhh man you got me there that was the shit but dude..."

"I know but can you please come." Jake paused and sighed into the phone.

"One last time?"

"One last time. When and Where?"

"Aww the treehouse at La Máma house."

"All right see you there."

"Yeah."

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I walked over to the small tree house in the middle of Jake's moms house. We use to play there as kids but when we got older we used it as a hang out place where we could chill and smoke. His mom never knew but she usually didn't say anything about it so we were clear with her. Everything and anything you could imagine, we used it here. When I got close to the tree, I heard Jake's mom yell in Spanish.

"God dammit máma! I'm fucking sorry! Lo siento máma!!" He came out of the door with a disgusted look on his face.

"She's going to kill me if I don't leave here soon."

I grunted "That's a understatement, she WILL kill you."

He laughed and push me up to the tree.

"Get your ass up there before rethink this." We climbed up the ladder and reached the little room. It was a tall room but was small in size. It was mostly oak wood and had a little carpet with a desk and bunk beds. It did have a balcony where most of our adventures began as kids.

"I already got it set up. We hit it and chill, I got a fan to and a phone, and my brother is on look out, just in case." I nodded and sat down for my last run.

"Can I ask before we do this, if you love this chick so bad.........Why?" I grimaced because I didn't know. I new that if Carlos found out, I would be dead.......and so would she.

"I don't know honsetly."

"Look if you need help, I got you bro and I can help you. This chick I been seeing..... she don't judge or nothing. She help me stop and Carlos never knew."

"Yeah? How he never knew?"

He shook his head."I have no fucking clue but he never did. Look I'm just saying you should go talk before you do this again, k"

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