Into Pieces [English]

// twenty-fifth - cruel universe //

JANEY

Janey was alone , she was just watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer on her tv. She was alone , no one to talk to.

She really woke up early , like 3AM. But she never intentionally planned anything for that kind of hour , she just stumbled upon the remote and watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer and she was comforted , she liked it.

She really wanted to wake up early on the day of her boyfriend's funeral.

She never really decided if she would rather go to school or attend the funeral.

When Janey arrived Karl's funeral she cried in tears as she saw Karl's corpse in the coffin.

As she approached the coffin and cried in it as she lied on the coffin.

"Karl. You look handsome , I hope I'll see you again" Janey told Karl's corpse in the coffin as she looked at Karl's face and cried again.

"Come on , honey. It's time for the rites!" Mrs. Eastwood told Janey as Mrs. Eastwood grabbed Janey's hand to sit down.

When the rites were finished , it was almost time for the farewell messages as the preist blessed Karl's coffin with holy water.

Janey felt broken as it would be the last day that she would be seeing Karl's face.

She remembered everything that they went through. That death is a natural part of life , whatever you do with your life , you should remember that death comes in all high stakes.

When Janey was called she brought Karl's original and used journal.

"Good morning everyone. I'm Karl's girlfriend. Before he died , we fought. It was horrible I swear. And he tried to apologize but I've never had the chance to make everything all alright" Janey said as she stopped for a second as she remembered everything that they've been through.

"Karl was a person. He had feelings. We also had feelings like him. He wasn't an attention-getting person , it's not what about you think, it's what he thinks. He's emotionally unstable---- and I understand that" Janey said as she sobbed.

"People have feelings. Everyone had. And I had feelings for him. And I've never got to have a chance to say sorry for him before he died , because I was overacting. I never got a chance to be with him again , he was---- the only person right for me. No one else " Janey said as Karl's mother and father cried.

"And Karl , if you were here. You deserved me. Remember that. Because I love you for who you are, and Karl , I'm really sorry. I'm so sorry --- because I was the major reason why you killed yourself" Janey said as she sobbed hard.

"I've never got a chance to make everything okay , it was too late to say sorry. Karl , please come back. Just to let you know , I'm not a fairy who can bring back dead people back to life , but if i was a normal human being , I would kill myself--- just to be with you--" Janey adressed to Karl's coffin as she cried.

"And why?--- because I love you , and that's the only thing that matters!" Janey yelled as she cried. "I love you so much Karl , i love you for all eternity , amen"

Before Janey sat on her chair , she approached Karl's coffin.

"You deserved me as you deserved better" Janey cried and lied down to Karl's coffin.

When it was time for the burying , Janey placed one red rose on Karl's coffin and a necklace that Karl once gave Janey.

"For protection , and forever" Janey said when she placed the necklace and the rose.

She cried and sobbed with tears.

As Nadel accompanied Janey as she patted Janey on the head.

"Everything will be okay. Just be brave" Nadel said as Janey leaned on Nadel's shoulder.

And everyone who were accused , students , friends , family , relatives , faculty and staff were at the funeral.

As Gwyneth , Alex and Mico from the back cried.

Mr. Pida sat down to shared sympathy.

When everyone was gone , Janey was the only girl on the venue , she wore black and had sunglassses on her.

"Sorry for your loss" as Carly arrived and said.

"You're late" Janey said.

"I was in the back" Carly replied.

"So happy now? Happy?" Janey asked Carly sarcastically.

"No. It was sad. I'm really sorry for all the things I did" Carly told Janey as Carly cried.

"Well , your sorry is too late , bitch!" Janey yelled as she slapped Carly "I'm sorry"

And Janey walked out and rode a car back home , as she comforted herself and cried alone in a dark room with lights off.

Thinking of , Karl.

Because she loved Karl.

And cared about Karl.

And that's what lovers do , they care for each other no matter what happens in their daily lives.

Janey cried all day , as she thought of what she did was fatal , and it could kill someone.

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