Club Fucked Up

No Escape from Hell

October 3, 1989
8:12 a.m.
   "Hello slut!" God dammit Heather what's your damage?!
   "What's your damage?" I ask glaring back at her in semi psychotic glory
   "What?" JD questions as he lifts his head from his shoulder where it was perched in a failed attempted to sleep. Why is he so tired? Where did he go last night? Is he cheating on me??? No no no he can't be that's bullshit, JD would never do that. Our love is God right?
   "Nothing JD I just spaced out no need to worry love." I try my best to cover up the fact that Heather is here, I don't need him flipping out over a dead bitch.
   "Oh I'm more than nothing Jesse James I'm everything, I'm like oxygen I'm everywhere bitch!" Heather commented inches away from JD's drooping eyelids.
   After her proclamation to JD, Heather made her way over to me, placing a cold hand on my bare leg sending chills up and down my spine. The strange encounter ended as quickly as it began thanks to the doctor entering the room and as Heather noticed the new body entering the room the glided to the open chair next to JD and made herself comfortable.
   "Hello Ronnie!" Mrs. Dunnstock exclaimed as she entered the small office.
   "Hello Mrs. Dunnstock..." I say sheepishly, embarrassed to be in her presence like this. None of this was supposed to happen, I'm supposed to be married and out of college married to a lawyer and ecstatic to be pregnant... not embarassed to start showing or tell my parents the news.
   "So Veronica what brings you in today?" she asks way too happily.
   "Well...um Mrs.Dunnstock...um...I think I'm pregnant." Why am I here? This was such a bad decision! She thinks I'm a slut I can already tell...God dammit why is my life such a fucking mess all of the time! It's like I'm choking underwater and every time I think there might be hope of air I get pushed deeper under.
   "Oh darling does your mother know?" She questions
   "No not yet and honestly I'm really scared to." God how long has this conversation been it feels like it's been ages!
   "Ok that's completely ok but you can't keep it from her for forever, but let's get started!" she says as she flashes me an electric grin.