Save Her, Leave Her Alone. (Noodle x Reader)

I Kinda Thought You Liked Me, I Mean You Kissed Me So....

   It was only a day after 2D and I went groceries shopping that Noodle came back. I greeted her and make her a pancake with blueberries in it. I said it complimented her hair and she laughed a bit. I smiled happy to see her back.

We went to her room to catch up. There was nothing wrong with her, she was fine. The doctors just needed to run some long tests. That's why it took a few days.

We watched some anime and she wrapped dee arm around me. I shifted un-comfortably and she moved away understanding sometimes people don't want to be touched.

I yawned tiredly and. She smiled. "Sleepy?" I nodded. She lifted up the bed sheets and I shook my head. "I'm sorry I don't feel that good I think I'll just sleep in my own bed."

"Is something wrong?" Noodle asks concerned. "N-no" I stutter out.

"Your lying..." She says and pulls me back down onto the bed. "Tell me (Y/n)."

I shake my head again. "Is it me?" She asks. I nod in reply. "You don't like me?" I nod but hen shake my head. "I-I do I just have a feeling."

"A good one?" I shake my head again. "No.."

She sighs looking at me deep into my (eye coloured) eyes. "You can tell me what exactly is wrong."

"I-I have a weird feeling..." I start. She nods motioning me to continue "I was afraid I'd get this feeling again with you. I thought if I found the one he feeling would go away..."

"S-so you don't like me?" She stutters out, I could tell she was ready eyed.

"N-no noodle! I do really like you! I-I really do but... I get a guilty feeling in my gut all the time. Then maybe it feels like it's wrong... I don't understand it. Sometimes it's just because I'm bored of this person."

Noodle looks down a bit. "N-Noods? I like you, you could never get boring. I just don't know what this feeling is. And I really want to... Be with you I just... I don't know!!" I begin to let the tears fall.

I wipe them away quickly. "Here I am pathetically crying when your the one who should be hurt! I'm so stupid sometimes." More tears fall and I get even more angry , stressed out and anxious.

"Here I go again crying harder making it like it isn't my fault!"

Noodle quickly wraps her arms around me. Petting my hair softly. "Shhh shhhh" she says over and over till I calm down. "It's not your fault. We can find out what you are feeling together." She says softly into my hair. 

Noodle tilts my head up and begins to kiss the tears away. She lays me down in her bed, turning her soft yellow orange night light , the perfect time for sleeping, on and tucks us in.

I was exhausted from crying and all I wanted was to be embraced and feel wanted. Even if the guilty feeling in the pit of my stomach grew.

"Noodle said we can find out this feeling together. I have to trust her."