Zayn (D)-Best Friends in love.

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"Fuck! Zayn" i moaned 

"Shit y/n! Just like that!" he grunted 

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"y/n!?" someone yelled, making me fall off my bed 

"What the hell?" i groaned rubbing my butt when i stood up

"Oh jeez! I'm sorry." this black haired  person laughed. Shit! It's Zayn, please tell me i didn't moan in my sleep again 

"Uh, it's ok. what happened?" i asked cautiously as i sat back down on my bed

"I was coming up here to wake you up because i heard you screaming my name. Are you ok y/n?" he asked with sincere eyes 

Oh no! I really need to learn how to control my wet dreams about him "Y-Yeah, i'm ok. Just a bad dream. T-thats all." i mumbled 

"Well, do you want to talk about it? Maybe tell me what happened?" he asked sitting on my bed and putting his arm around my waist, I jerked away and stood up. 

"N-no, t-that's o-ok." i am an idiot. 

"Ok?" he more or less asked "I know i said that you would hang out today, but Liz called and said that she needed me." he said looking sad 

What?! "oh, ok." i said dissapointed, he could tell 

"I'm so-" 

"No, i-its o-ok. Go be with your girlfriend. I'll be fine." i said in a not-so-ok tone 

"Y/n-" 

"Zayn , just go. We can hang out with you find time for your best friend." i said sadly. He came to hug me, but i moved. He sighed dropping his head

He opened his mouth, but closed it. He walked to my bedroom door, opened it, then turned back to me "Bye y/n." he whispered  "I love you." he said then left. If only he meant that in the way i wanted him too. Zayn and I have been best friends since i can fucking remember and now that he has that dumb as girlfriend of his "Liz" all he does is spend time with her. I was lucky that i got to spend time with him last night. We never do the things that we used to do anymore. 

I remember when we were younger we would always go to each others backyards and play in the tree houses. We use to just go up there and dream about what it would be like when we got older and how we would never leave each other. I guess Zayn forgot that promise that he made me; to always be there for me and comfort me when i was down, and to never leave me alone. I totally understand that i can't keep him from getting a girlfriend, but i just wish it was me! You know what, I miss our tree houses. Then i got an Idea, I grabbed a couple blankets and pillows, my phone, and headed towards my backyard. The tree houses that our parents had built for us were not like other tree houses, they were like mini houses. Very cozy and just fun to be in, when we were kids they looked like mansions to us, now they are just little houses. I climbed up the steps to the door and just walked in, everything was in it's place and the way i left it, i just wish he was here. 

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just need to get my mind off things, maybe call one of my girlfriends? Yeah, i'll do that. The only one that knows about how i feel about Zayn is Jasmine. She is the one person -besides Zayn - that i trust with my entire heart. 

"Jas?" i said with a shaky voice 

"What he'd do now?" she asked

"He just left me, for her! I can't do this anymore Jas." i said practically breaking down 

"For Liz? Again!?" she yelled 

"Yeah, I just don't know what to do anymore." i said hanging my head 

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