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Distance-Liam

I love Liam, I do. I know he loves me too or else he wouldn't have asked me to move across the world to live with him and i wouldn't have excepted his offer. Liam and I met through my friend that moved to England for school, I came to visit her and we just clicked. it was hard for me to go back home, because I didn't want to leave Liam, I didn't think I could survive a long distance relationship, but Liam promised me we could make it work, and we did. I ended up moving right after i graduated high school, he asked to move in with him, and I just couldn't turn him down, that would've been stupid.

We love each other, yes, but recently he's been really distant from me. he's been coming home late and leaving really early in the morning, before i wake up. I'm convinced he's cheating on me, but then i think that, this is Liam we're talking about, he would never do that, but i can't take it anymore. He hasn't talked to me in months, and what i mean by 'talked' is like having an actual conversation, not just saying 'hi' and 'bye' or 'ok'. I want a real conversation with him, i want our relationship back, the one where we were both couldn't keep our hands off each other, where there was constant love making, soft gentle touches, and kisses that lasted only a couple seconds, but felt like years. I just want it all back, but i think I've lost him, I think i've lost my Liam. 

He's supposed to be home any minute, and we are going to talk or so help me god, i will pack up and leave, actually, I've already packed and bought a plane ticket back to Seattle. I told my mom I was coming, she asked why and i just about broke down, but I couldn't. I've held it in for this long, I think i can wait for the flight later on tonight. I'm hoping that after he gets home I won't need that ticket and can unpack my things, but that's just a hope and prayer, i was pulled out of my thoughts by the front door opening 

"hi" he said walking into the kitchen, I got up and followed him 

"Liam" i sighed "We need to talk" i said playing with my fingers, he didn't turn around but still spoke 

"Ok, what about?" he asked looking down, I'm guessing at his phone 

"For fucks sake! Will you fucking look at me?!" i yelled, making him turn around "What is wrong with you?" i asked more calmly 

"What do you mean?" he asked 

"You haven't talked to me in months! You haven't looked at me, you don't spend time with me! I can't even remember the last time you hugged or kissed me! or the last time we had sex! So, what the hell is wrong?" i asked 

"Nothing y/n." he said 

"Liam" my voice cracked "This isn't you, this isn't the Liam i fell in love with" i said hanging my head. he didn't even make any moves towards me to comfort me 

"what are you talking about? I'm the same per-" 

"No" i choked out "No, you're not!" i yelled "I'm going back to Seattle for a while" I said, this time he moved, but i moved away from him 

"W-what? Why?" he whispered 

"You're not the Liam the fell for, I gotta go" i ran up stairs and grabbed my bags and ticket 

"Wait! Please, don't leave me. I love you" he pleaded, I could hear the hurt in his voice. I turned around, i had to ask him, I can't leave not knowing 

"Let me ask you something" he nodding, the tears streaming down his face "Have you cheated on me?" i asked, he just stared at me, with his mouth open "Have you? You have, haven't you? Oh-" 

"NO! Y/n! I haven't! I would never do that to you, I love you too much" he said 

"Then why? Why haven't you spoken to me, touched me, anything?" i asked, he just looked at me. I shook my head as the tears continue to fall "Bye Liam" i whispered and left. I walked away from him, not forever. Oh god, i hope not. He's hurt me so much, i just need time.