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Nerd- Harry (p.2)

*** Harry's POv***

I fucked up bad. I thought i deleted that fucking video! It was some stupid dare to kiss her, but once i did, i couldn't stop. I wasn't lying when i said that i like her, i do and have for a long time, but me being stupid wanted to still impress Jake, for no good reason, and i ended up hurting her. Now, i'm in my room crying my eyes out, when my phone buzzed

NEW MESSAGE FROM: MY BABY

She's talking to me?! Oh god, i hope. I opened it smiling

To: Harry

I hope you got your enjoyment from this. I thought you were different, you were some easy to talk to and have fun with, but that was the problem, i trusted you and you screwed me over. Right now, i'm going somewhere where no one can hurt me, where i'll finally be happy. I was happy with you, I was. Every laugh, every smile, every stolen kiss, was real, at least on my part but know i know you had a hidden agenda, i just hope that you find someone who don't have to trick.

Bye Harry

My smile faded, and tears formed in my eyes "No, no, no, no!" i yelled running downstairs and to her house, thankfully she only lived a street away from me.

"Y/N!" i yelled barging into her house "Y/N! Baby, please!" i yelled going upstairs and into her room. i heard ragged breathing coming from her bathroom. i went in there and saw the floor covered in blood, she was still breathing at least, her breaths were short, but she was still here. There was a blade in her right hand and blood pooled out of her left arm, i couldn't see where the cuts begin or end.

"Y/n, baby. I'm going to get you some help, just hang with me please." i said trying to get the blade from her

"N-No! just leave me here, i'm worthless, i'm meant to die, just g-go" she said swatting her hand at me

"Y/n, no. Im not leaving you to die" i said and got my phone out and called for an ambulance

~~~ Y/n POV~~~

I woke up in a hospital bed, with all these stupid things attached to me. I wanted to scream, who saved me, who so calls "cares" for me enough to even want to save me?!

"Y/n? baby" i hear from the right side of the room.... Harry. I didn't say anything, i just looked at him like he was crazy, which he is "Y/n, please talk to me" he walked towards me, my eyes widened and i sunk back into the bed, he saw my response and stopped in his tracks "I'm not going to hurt you, I-"

The doctor came in and cut harry off "Hello! I'm doctor Bradley" he said "To make this short and sweet, you can go home, but we are giving you some medicine to make sure you don't get infected" he said and checked all the tubes and shit in my arms "You can go home in about an hour" he said, i nodded my head and he walked out

I took a deep breath and Harry cleared his throat, making me look at him. "I...uh..umm.." he stopped, took a deep breath, then started again "I-i have to take y-you home, y-your mom is o-out of town for w-work" he murmured out, making my eyes go wide, and i shook my head, and hit the call buttom for my nurse, i guess

"What can i get you sweetcakes?" she asked, i motioned for her to come closer, so i could whisper in her ear "Is there any other person that could take me home, please?" i asked , she pulled away and gave me a smile

"I'll be right back,ok?" she asked, and i nodded my head and she left

"Y/n, please say something....anything" Harry whispered, i just looked at him "Baby, please" he said after a while

I opened my mouth, but then the nurse came in with a sad look on her face "Im sorry y/n, he has to take you home, unless you want to wait for us to get a hold of your mom, but that could take some time" she gave me a sad smile, "Are you ready to go, Dr. Bradley said got your medicine earlier than expected, so you can go?" she asked, i only nodded "Ok, darling, I'll go get your discharge papers" she said and left

"I understand that you don't want to come with me, but I'm sorry, how many times do i have to say it? It was a stupid dare, that i shouldn't have made. i wasn't lying, when i said that i like you. That was real, i promise you" he plead, i couldn't look at him, I knew i would cave, he sighed when i didn't answer him.......yet again

The nurse came in and handed him the discharge papers to sign, and that was that.

I was helped to his car, by one of the male nurses. I didn't want Harry touching me....ever again. I was helped into Harry's car and given my medicine "Call if you need anything Y/n" the nurse said and walked off, but not before closing the car door.

Harry got in, but didn't start the car. He just looked at me, making me extremely uncomfortable. I didn't have anything to say to him, so he should just start the car, take me home, and let me live my life, or at least try to, that's if i don't want to. Maybe next time it'll actually work.

"Y/n?" he whispered, his voice horse, I have nothing to say to him "Y/n, please. I'm sorry." he said again, i just looked out the window, I don't even want to be here.

"Dammit y/n! Look at me!" he yelled, making me whimper and pull my legs into my chest "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I-i just n-need-"

"Please" i whispered "Take me home" i finished, i don't want to be here with him, i don't want to know him, i just don't want him.

he sighed shakily "O-ok, I-im s-sorry" he spoke once more before starting the car and heading to my house

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We pulled up to my house, I went to get out, but I couldn't.

"You have to listen to me" he said. Oh but i don't! I wanted to say to him, but i just tried to get out, even though i knew it wouldn't work, in my mind, i need to keep trying "Y/n, please" he whispered

"I don't want to hear what you have to say, I don't want to be here with you, I don't want to be anywhere near you, I don't want to know you, I don't want you to excist, I don't want you! I hate you!" my voice getting louder with ever word i spoke

"Y/n, y-you don't mean that" he spoke, his voice shaky

"Yes, I do." I whispered looking out the window "Let me out" i said, but he made no move

"Not until you listen to me" he said, i turned to look at him

"Then you might as well kill me because I would rather die, than have anything to do with you!" i yelled, but what happened next surprise me. He kissed me. His warm lips were on mine, it felt right, it felt that they belonged on mine, it felt like home, but I didn't want home to be with him, so i pushed him off me, and slapped him as hard as i could

"How dare you, how fucking dare you!" i yelled "Let me out" i said

"No! You need to listen to me! I'm sorry! I can't take what i did back, but i can make it up to you, everyday for the rest of my life. I know you want me gone, but i'm not going anywhere. I will wait for you. I'm sorry" he said looking me in the eyes, I then heard the locks turn, I was free to go, but I had one last thing to say

"I want to believe that you mean what you just said, but-"

"I do!"

"No! You fucking don't! Let leave me along Harry! How else can i tell you that I hate you?! I made myself pretty clear, just leave me alone!" I yelled and got out his car and ran into my house, tears streaming down my face

Why couldn't he just leave me alone?

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This is sad, my god! So sorry!! I'm in a dark place right now.

I hope you enjoyed nonetheless

Love Mads<3